this too
Posted: March 13th, 2015, 1:03 am
it will get so quiet
you may think
your voice anything
less than rivers,
tabernackle,
spine
lifted
luminous.
you may think
you don't belong
here: it will get so
sad you may think
yourself away, sitting on
a stone bench,
suicide bridge Portland, OR
crying into your knees
this too is okay.
rosary becomes therapist
bookshelf becomes temple
the sorrow is no anchor
(when they say they cannot see
god are they are not looking
at you?)
it will get so quiet
your thoughts will
produce cigarette buts,
empty pill bottles,
coping lacerated,
drunken voice mails
to the wrong numbers,
dunce'd dial tones,
smothered
smiles with
hope and fear
and this is all okay
you may think
your voice anything
less than rivers,
tabernackle,
spine
lifted
luminous.
you may think
you don't belong
here: it will get so
sad you may think
yourself away, sitting on
a stone bench,
suicide bridge Portland, OR
crying into your knees
this too is okay.
rosary becomes therapist
bookshelf becomes temple
the sorrow is no anchor
(when they say they cannot see
god are they are not looking
at you?)
it will get so quiet
your thoughts will
produce cigarette buts,
empty pill bottles,
coping lacerated,
drunken voice mails
to the wrong numbers,
dunce'd dial tones,
smothered
smiles with
hope and fear
and this is all okay