Blind to Life

[Tjflowers80]

My brain is overfilled
Thoughts scatter
Emotions arise
Life is life.

My heart argues with time
Time never slows
Pass now to future tide
Leave the old behind!

Walk into your fears
Use the old to gain the new
For life lived is a full life
And loves scattered thought begins again.

And though indifferent in our tasks
Or indifferent in our visions
We all sit back to watch the world pass by
And most still are blind.

[saw]

there is always a period of grieving that cannot be skipped....we must feel the anguish and rearrange the molecules into a new healthy entity armed with wisdom of experience....

[Tjflowers80]

One sided relationships are the hardest.

[saw]

yes, had a couple of bad ones like that awhile back....everything was great on Sunday when we went to the farmer's market, then the baseball game, then home to make love....and by Wednesday she terminated it without any discussion....

the first time was similar....great trip to the florida keys...no signs of any problems...then wham....over

both were many moons ago, and I am long over them...but at the time, and to this day, there is no rhyme or reason to the abruptness.....just part of life, I guess

btw Tjflowers......i sent you a private message....

may the healing force be with you

[Tjflowers80]

The thing is saw for me it seems like every guy that becomes interested in me and asks me out seems to leave me stranded on the date to be alone. A set up just my luck. And I start wondering wtf? As for the private message I have not received it yet. If it's easier you may email me at my email. Taylorjs80@gmail.com just make sure you identify yourself in the message.