release and fire

[creativesoul]

i come to you in pain= sadness, crying
you give me an ear- and some time


i am for a time feeling ,,,,, loved
even like i have value
to someonebut my heart is too broken
it hurts too much
i gave you plenty of chnaces
to not lie to me anymore
but you have no courage
you
who has 'rules'
about crying
obsessions
sadness
need to go fuck yourselves
with judgement
wait until you have walked in my shoes
yes i am an angry
another lil impolite emotion
i wanted it to come from them
my dreams have homeless people living in my heart
the earth keepers
but the sadness will not go away
i wanted my sister s love
i wanted to be loved and included by my eldest son and my sister
mother s day was not celebrated by that son this year

my other son
he is a joy
i relax around him
he makes me laugh
i will never be good enough for the oldest son
when i cry
they all tell me to go to the shrink
i have gone to them
for 30 years
accept it
im broken
it wont change much
maybe a lil at a time
my mother is a bitch'it is a love hate relationship
my youngest son
and my dog save my life

[WIREMAN]

im a listening...good to see back

[saw]

being emotional gets a bad rap from the dog eat eat dog segment of society...as you said, fuck them....people without empathy , without compassion, those unwilling to walk in other shoes, are a detriment to society....I believe EQ ( emotional quotient) is far more important to our species than IQ will any day