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change
Posted: March 21st, 2016, 11:25 am
by creativesoul
things got kind of naked
no nicotine acid drenching
my system
burning my lungs
my body says 'no fucking way'
3 months later
i do not feel like the same human being
i cannot believe my previous facination with the nasty
Re: change
Posted: March 21st, 2016, 11:39 am
by leafsailors ghost
This is sooo true I have lost so many friends now to the nasty ,the poem makes me so glad for you dear heart I am sure it was a trip ,(I have done it )but it gets better and stays better
I am glad you posted this perhaps others will know it can be done and you will survive.
Re: change
Posted: March 21st, 2016, 10:52 pm
by creativesoul
I used to think back in the Santa Cruz mountains
With wavy gravy , Ben and Jerry- me messy.. Paul krasner
Baba ram dass
With us on acid doing nitusoxide
Communes with goats
And Star Trek actresses
When we lived in domes
Back then
It was fun
I loved the whole thing
As " Jana banana" for years
It was a HIGH school
On hwy 9
Lots of not great sex
Sorry
Anyway
Now
I don't have to look grown up
Drinking under age
That was the rage
Cigarettes and qualifies and cocaine
Never did take away the pain
Even with the grateful dead
Made me think I needed meds
thank God for the hippies
And good weed
They helped plant a seed
Of how to live
And gig and love
In 1989
Had to go to AA
It was time