Thankfully

[creativesoul]

I am getting an Audi
Me? Yes! Why? Because my sons girlfriend is selling it
I will live in the dessert of la Quinta
With the mountains near by
Palm trees
Hiking trails
Bike rides
A sea of older men ( I hope)
Dating after 5 years-- I'm going to try it


Then Peru
For the Incan medicine doctor
Then?
A nice life!
The healers say I did what I agreed to do here
That my life will be ok now
It was tough sometimes
People
I loved
I'm going to be near my children- who are now - awesome men
With girlfriends I love
And... thankful

[silent woman]

ride sally ride

from geezer memory, St Sylvia

women and children

cut and paste:

"I will him to be ordinary
it is the exception that interests the devil
and makes him climb his sorrowful hill
and hurt his mother's heart
I wish him to love me as I love him
and to marry what he will."

[revolutionR]

La Quinta, down below Palm springs and Palm desert.Where all the rich people live. about a two hour drive from L.A. It is beautiful there.

[creativesoul]

Maybe they will love my paintings it's like camouflage
I will rub elbows with all that beautiful and wealth
Maybe some of that sugar will melt like caramel
Make art on the sand and with the rocks

The ones I used to carry on my back
Like a Chinese woman looking for crab grass on her lil stool
Back curved like a bonsai
Weathered and persistent

Me
In a luxury car
Ha ha ha
If I croak.. they get it back
The credit people call every day
Back when I could not fucking do much
Those bills went up up up
I went down down down
What a clown

So I plan on getting to know old people
Learning golf
And attending pot lucksfor unusual causes

[revolutionR]

The desert is spiritual, rocks, cactus, palm trees and mountains, and up here Joshua trees
but be careful rubbing shoulders with retired CEO's most of those
don't even know the harm they have been a part of. It really is surreal
to see all the green grass on the gulf courses in the middle of the desert,
just think on how much water it takes to keep them green.
Yes, they like art in the desert. Painting the mountains and rocks
and put those paintings in their million dollar living rooms.

[creativesoul]

Thank you- a friend told me to say" do you know where you are going to hang this?i been around damaged goods
I know the smell of evil
Like a trout
I smell water
and I'm swimming in stories
Drenched in poetry
Saturated with ideas
It seems natural to let it flow since " my way" is not really working
I tried to be more than I was
And less than you wanted
You are like a half of a sandwich
I'm really a full meal deal
Hence I eat from the pan now