Studio8 - Uniting the Arts

times do change
as do people
but the song
its the same

Oh and let the sun beat on my face—

Thank you wonderful world
For getting me to here

The sun is going down- the day has flown by
A person like me doing the right thing
That’s funny

Blessings

Talks my language
Except he is more eloquent

So the angels come round and says to the body -“ sleep we will heal you”
My nose had been a waterfall for hours
Cannot die from alka seltzer
Thank God I survived that one

When the body takes over
The mind is complacent
Surrounding the world with brilliant light
The soul gives permission to change

Mighty is that decision

When I want something
Apparently it is a lazy instant gratification desire
These things become clear when you kill the microwave
And heat water to make coffee
Coconut milk and brown sugar
Dreams are made of this

Lace in the eyelashes of snowflake consciousness
Glistening in the sunlight
A deer comes quietly to the stream
Listen to the water
Here

All these years I wanted to be normal
I had no idea how blessed I was

I am going on a train to see my father
The excitement and the joy
Have to carry all this stuff

I feel my bones

I have done all the things a person can do
But no matter what I do I feel tired
Weak - I am in denial about being sick
Wanted to workout today
Guess I just head on over to pain management
At ten
Then I get ready for Los Angeles again- should I wear a mask? All those memories
The downtown looms in the distance
From inside out days
Buying trips
My throat hurts
Talking too much
The days in hanalei
Had my shop
Kids had pizza
We lived accross the street
I like it simple

Head aching with grass allergy mass consumption of alka seltzer
Decongestant

Like treading water
I come from underneath the seen world
Where primordial ooze creates life itself
Suddenly revitalized- reborn- alive

I pray for the healing
Of all the generations accross time
I pray for the planet we live on
To be restored to life

The doctor told me the truth
Validated me
Is that possible
I think he was amused at how shocked I was
He said- “ let’s keep you functioning “
I have been plodding along since 2009
With these tools
Trying to make pain go away
With my will power
And various solutions
I am so grateful to be ok
Yet they want more photographs
Of the inside
M r I
I am going to do a painting of m r I s
Z x Ray
The c t scan

you are a queen
never met, but all the same
our lives intertwined
the beauty unfolds
upon your breath given
my inhale

Ah the queen has a vision
Of a time when I can show my light
Not have to hide or fight
Peace to you my sweet soul-ed friend