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That guy in the trailer park
Was my father
I had to fire him after sixty years of Bullshit
Now that his body is all messed up
His mind has finally followed

He is one person that when he dies I will sign in relief
Selling my furniture
Rolling my cars
Breaking into the house when it was for salsleeping in the floor drunk
Sleeping with the real estate agent

I see him with no feet falling on my grandmas grave
His wife with one breast thinks she has a real catch
I wish you luck
One more snide remark out of that dishonest face and I will blow his fucking head off
But it’s easier to ignore him
That is how to torture a washed up movie star

I had a wife that wanted to bite my face off when she was drunk, she's gone now, deceased....

I really just cannot try anymore with him
Presents - spending $ to go see him- and I get the same ole story- he believes what he thinks- - I almost started laughing when his wife said” your father has been through hell”
Yeah I know
But it was self inflicted- not too many men go walk around in the desert drunk and pass out and live to tell
He does do well w/ scorpions and snakes and spiders
As long as they do what he wants
Or listen to him
Preaching Baha’i like an authoritarian fool- whatever/ I love all of the religions- by for me it’s all about healing- the father ink spot has been disqualified

I was young
I fell in love easily
Later on
I guess my daddy did not understand

I had to leave
Stuck that thumb out there
And let me try my own luck

I can feel that gray stuff like dusty spiderwebs
And the smell of a wood burning stove
I always know
When it is time to go

Like now I am going to take my dog to Adams Park
Then I’m going to drink bad coffee and eat Costco cake with recovery people
Yep really that’s how it works

my parents were both indifferent about my existence
truly
was probably a mistake one night, but hey..........
when I hear other people's stories
my boring life at home with a dad
that went to work every day seems pretty great

crazy shit jana...

Yeah

I said my good bye to the father unit
He knows
That what he has done to me
Is evil
When I die I’m going to whip his ass on the other side