The influence
Posted: March 9th, 2019, 2:12 am
I walking through the shopping center
To the gym- brain wants coffee
Body wants that feeling of circulation
The whole world just changed five thousand things a second
Happy just to move that bagel belly into a sane ideal
Without ice cream pain pills or any bullshit bread
Tempted so often back into female vanity in the guise
Of healing and healthy lifestyle-
It was a lie
I wanted to be the girl I was at 31 that could eat anything and be ok
I was the girl with the skinny legs that really did marry a drummer named Clyde
I was the waif with no boobs and no money
Both of those things changed
But the things that make you go “ ooh” seem to be
What is pleasure? For fifty bucks
Do we have jeopardized creative thinkers ?
Or have we taken stands behind other people’s words and deed
Ah is America all about need?
Influence
I am informed that the scents of food
Perfume
Are triggers
Hanna moi perfume in an elevator should be a federal offense
It is too much to smell people an hour after they have left
I carry a api pen
I have to pray hard not to eat ice cream
The influence of the television makes hamburgers and French fries look good
I may let cable go
I may just do internet
No self control
Influence
Why don’t I drink?
I like to be blacked out and drooling in the corner
Not since 1986
But no hurry to return to that
Since that stuff seems to wait
In the back of the wardrobe
Until you are so vulnerable
That the only option is on
Blivion
Blind oblivious and deep
Perhaps a tad bit full of shit even
Snagglepuss
Those eyes I fell instant I saw the color of your soul
But I am far too afraid to be made a fool
Too much pride and not enough money
To look real hard for that honey
To the gym- brain wants coffee
Body wants that feeling of circulation
The whole world just changed five thousand things a second
Happy just to move that bagel belly into a sane ideal
Without ice cream pain pills or any bullshit bread
Tempted so often back into female vanity in the guise
Of healing and healthy lifestyle-
It was a lie
I wanted to be the girl I was at 31 that could eat anything and be ok
I was the girl with the skinny legs that really did marry a drummer named Clyde
I was the waif with no boobs and no money
Both of those things changed
But the things that make you go “ ooh” seem to be
What is pleasure? For fifty bucks
Do we have jeopardized creative thinkers ?
Or have we taken stands behind other people’s words and deed
Ah is America all about need?
Influence
I am informed that the scents of food
Perfume
Are triggers
Hanna moi perfume in an elevator should be a federal offense
It is too much to smell people an hour after they have left
I carry a api pen
I have to pray hard not to eat ice cream
The influence of the television makes hamburgers and French fries look good
I may let cable go
I may just do internet
No self control
Influence
Why don’t I drink?
I like to be blacked out and drooling in the corner
Not since 1986
But no hurry to return to that
Since that stuff seems to wait
In the back of the wardrobe
Until you are so vulnerable
That the only option is on
Blivion
Blind oblivious and deep
Perhaps a tad bit full of shit even
Snagglepuss
Those eyes I fell instant I saw the color of your soul
But I am far too afraid to be made a fool
Too much pride and not enough money
To look real hard for that honey