don't want to get my hopes up
Posted: December 13th, 2024, 10:26 am
I used to write feverishly
like my life depended on it,
but words have since been banished
into lanquishment
it's a house without bars on the windows
or bolted doors nailed shut
it's the same old place I once created things,
now it's as tight-lipped as frozen clam
so what happened ?...........
how did the endless parade of ideas
come to its termination within the same walls
that spewed all those wordy combinations
I seem to be walking in circles
through the same rooms where things once grew
around I go, round and round...around,
wait a minute !..... I've been here before!
what will become of me ?
what will take its place, if anything at all,
what in the world will spark from these dying embers ?
oh, I don't know.....perhaps an unimagined phoenix will rise up ?
a poetic reincarnation,
but I don't want to get my hopes up
like my life depended on it,
but words have since been banished
into lanquishment
it's a house without bars on the windows
or bolted doors nailed shut
it's the same old place I once created things,
now it's as tight-lipped as frozen clam
so what happened ?...........
how did the endless parade of ideas
come to its termination within the same walls
that spewed all those wordy combinations
I seem to be walking in circles
through the same rooms where things once grew
around I go, round and round...around,
wait a minute !..... I've been here before!
what will become of me ?
what will take its place, if anything at all,
what in the world will spark from these dying embers ?
oh, I don't know.....perhaps an unimagined phoenix will rise up ?
a poetic reincarnation,
but I don't want to get my hopes up