Blame Mother
Posted: February 20th, 2006, 5:08 pm
Mother why did thou condemn me to life
bound in mortal flesh to suffer indifference
from those who matter most?
Flagrant is their abusive words heated
as if blown by bellows at close range
searing my soul in perpetual anguish.
I scream out my misery but no one hears or cares.
Confined in my fleshly prison I cannot soar with angels,
nor would they want or welcome my company,
a mere mortal waiting to be the main course for worms
rotting in the earth forgotten and alone.
But I welcome its refuge from cold insolent stares,
and the glares of the better than thou
who cast me as less than common.
Oh mother why did thy conceive such a bundle of pain
for never was their joy in my heart or soul.
Oh mother why go to all the trouble for the likes of me.
Did you never care that I was to be outcast
different in everyway from those of finer breeding.
Mother I regret you had no pity on my new pink flesh
or you would have smothered me in my crib.
So mother I have little pity on you
as I swing this fucking bat.
bound in mortal flesh to suffer indifference
from those who matter most?
Flagrant is their abusive words heated
as if blown by bellows at close range
searing my soul in perpetual anguish.
I scream out my misery but no one hears or cares.
Confined in my fleshly prison I cannot soar with angels,
nor would they want or welcome my company,
a mere mortal waiting to be the main course for worms
rotting in the earth forgotten and alone.
But I welcome its refuge from cold insolent stares,
and the glares of the better than thou
who cast me as less than common.
Oh mother why did thy conceive such a bundle of pain
for never was their joy in my heart or soul.
Oh mother why go to all the trouble for the likes of me.
Did you never care that I was to be outcast
different in everyway from those of finer breeding.
Mother I regret you had no pity on my new pink flesh
or you would have smothered me in my crib.
So mother I have little pity on you
as I swing this fucking bat.