crazy girl
Posted: May 15th, 2006, 11:56 am
(note. the girl I told not to call me I had been calling alot. I had just told her not call back.)
the coffee house across the street is nice. A crazy girl grabed my arm and ran her fingers through my hair. SHe said I looked sad and should smile more.
-emm
I said. then I smiled. playing the tourted soul. playing the lonesome troubled man looking for love. A fixer upper. one of my buddies is trying to get her. I can not do anything. I am sure she was flirting hardcore with me.
I told the other girl to never call me agian and the next day she calls me.
-I am confused. Are you confused.
-make up your mind. This is driving me nuts.
-what are you doing.
-working at 10 why?
-what would you think if I came down.
-it would have to be soon I work at 10.
-I am confused. are you?
-I am frustrated. I told you not to call me. That I really like you and this shit hurts me. The next day you call me. I can't always be thinking about this.
-why do you have to feel so cold.
-what are you going to do?
-I might come down. Are you confused.
-frustrated.
she came down and she sat in her car and tryed not to make eye contact becuase I would make a face to make her smile. she told me about a shrink appointment she wants me to go to. I agreed. I tell her I will go but I am expecting sex at some point. she asks me if that is all I want. I tell her I like sex, and could get sex other places. I ask her if that would make her jealouse, and she says she does not know. I ask her if hse is afriad Of loseing the upper hand--she says that is not a fair question...
the coffee house across the street is nice. A crazy girl grabed my arm and ran her fingers through my hair. SHe said I looked sad and should smile more.
-emm
I said. then I smiled. playing the tourted soul. playing the lonesome troubled man looking for love. A fixer upper. one of my buddies is trying to get her. I can not do anything. I am sure she was flirting hardcore with me.
I told the other girl to never call me agian and the next day she calls me.
-I am confused. Are you confused.
-make up your mind. This is driving me nuts.
-what are you doing.
-working at 10 why?
-what would you think if I came down.
-it would have to be soon I work at 10.
-I am confused. are you?
-I am frustrated. I told you not to call me. That I really like you and this shit hurts me. The next day you call me. I can't always be thinking about this.
-why do you have to feel so cold.
-what are you going to do?
-I might come down. Are you confused.
-frustrated.
she came down and she sat in her car and tryed not to make eye contact becuase I would make a face to make her smile. she told me about a shrink appointment she wants me to go to. I agreed. I tell her I will go but I am expecting sex at some point. she asks me if that is all I want. I tell her I like sex, and could get sex other places. I ask her if that would make her jealouse, and she says she does not know. I ask her if hse is afriad Of loseing the upper hand--she says that is not a fair question...