vision quest

[creativesoul]

the stars were thousands
the prayers were like a statement
surrounding the altar
that kept me safe

a warm desert breeze floated sometimes with the faces and images of what spirit was trying to show me
art that no one could take any credit for
that kept appearing
and being installed in various public places
who was the artist? no one knew
my skin is bright red
i woke up one night after being doctored
and thought "what is that fire?"
"oh it is the moon"
i felt my man from far away
i could see his hands
those hands that i love so much
i felt him near looking at my heart
i feel beautiful with him

tonight we saw each other
and there is a new depth growing
a happiness
i told him i could feel him on my vision quest
he said he had been thinking about me alot
it was everything i had ever hoped for
and alot more
my heart is so full
the spirit world wanted me to be still
and not do anything more than what i was doing there
pray
i often spin so fast that all that most people can see is the dust
i was told to take it easy
i felt the love of the spirit world touch my soul
healing my mind
raindrops like a powerful force
a rainbow
inside
i could not have done anything like this wothout community support
firetenders and cooks for the kitchen for the crew
i got to spend four days with Creator in the high desert
and return to my man that has beautiful hands and a full heart
now i am going to sleep in a real bed
with my cat
love is a healing force

[jimboloco]

a vision quest in every moment
this cool room the high desert
drawing labs in the jewel mine