Studio8 - Uniting the Arts

listening and watching
cracking stupid jokes every once in a while
i wanted to kick this drug
and i just hug my knees
dennis hopper is on tv
smoking
and i m sitting in bed thinking about the things i used to be able to do for thrills
if i walk that way today
it would mean disaster
there is a girl screaming on televison
she sounds like my addiction
feed me she screams
i just want a little more
geez
my friends come on here and they tell me they like reading my stuff
i wonder if they realize that my good stuff and my bad stuff come from the same place
i wonder if they realize the pain that a person feels saving face
i guess i just got to let it all hang out
nothing more i can say
i tried all the ideas of the other folks
always brought me back home to where i live inside
the nieghborhoods that i have been to
they have shown me around
but it is nothing like where i am am in this small town

I've got the cracking stupid jokes part down just right
my sense of humor crowds to the fore
elbowing out the real truth of the matter

and she smiles...