underground

[creativesoul]

funny how i go away
the television on and the pillows piled so high
i laugh sometimes when i think of the triggers
that sent me packing my emotional luggage to a new location
i send all the strings of feelings through a security check
x-rayed and looked through by a female rented cop under alot of pressure to find out if I am a terrorist
she is not here
i think
she has gone to a place where she can paint and write
no one has asked her for a favor or called her selfish
where she goes, the beaches stretch out for miles
there are no weapons, resentments or tempers flaring
there is just the measurements of timeless surrender
old friends I have known for a very long time
that have seen me through the tougher times
allow for me to walk down the beach
sand between my toes with no expectations of how I need to act
what I should do, or not do
here in this love, I am on uncharted waters
I am willing to allow for the surge of happiness that moment when all I want is to hear his voice, see his face, touch his skin
looking into those eyes my heart flutters like a kite in the wind off shore
i feel the mosture of waves mist curling up into a tide fed moon
the pleasure shows on my maskless face
i love you
i tried to maintain some kind of iron independence
and found myself softening around the edges
the past just reminds me of where I used to go
i pray i plead with the skies not to harm you in any way
to protect you from any of the things that nearly destroyed you once
as I do for myself
I have been given a second chance with you
i fear less. i love more
and I am stronger
my feet walk differently on the shores
I can feel your mother, your children as if they were my own
Somehow I had hoped to unite all these forces
I am a woman of great faith in the healing of mankind on this earth
and in our own little family full of heart and soul
my most loved people
are calling me back into thier hearts and lives
as this awakening of the soul takes place
i pull you inside my star
i love this moment when all this seems to make some sense
knowing that this is a gift
and I am so grateful for the chance to heal, love and share my life with you
yes, you know- early in the morning when i reach for you and touch that body
like my friend
you answer with warmth and love
we are connected
bonded forever
let nothing divide us

[Diana Moon Glampers]

Old friends are gold
New friends are silver
My institutional Friends used to tell me
Sister that was one beautiful text box!!!