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[creativesoul]

my friend is tying loose ends
tipping dorrmen and waiters money
because she is having heart surgury on monday
she sees clocks backwards
a buzzing is heard when out mutual non-friend suddenly pulls up in her car looking like a brunette version of daisy duck
we become invisable
she does not see us
then the doormen wanted to tow my car while i was checking on my new glasses and she tipped them twenty dollars for two minutes of reprieve
i yelled"that is too nice' and they ran inside their little safe hotel away from me
afraid
i laughed for four blocks
she went to the hospital last night
she had a pain in her leg
i went there
picked her up
i seem to do this alot
after trisha s car accident i picked up her daughter and her
she was pissed because theu cut her bra off of her
it is strange what seems important
my friend called me to tell me that her boyfriends mom died and that
he was crying
would i send a sympathy card?
gosh
death, life, problems
just do not use
spent far too long worried about the wrong stuff
we are fragile
people disappear love matters
to me




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