Gracias, amigo. SOC is 'first thought/first word' as you know.. you write that way yrself. the particulars of words stymies me at times... not knowing how my choice of words entered into the dialogue, when i go to rereading what i'd written. i'm sure that's one of the mysteries of writing many writers wonder about. but i do appreciate your liking that paragraph. really.
it gave me that Oceanic feeling...
this gave me an instantaneous connection to Osho. He changed his name to 'Osho' fro that word 'oceanic.' i haven't visited his website in quite some time but since that connection was made i felt i needed to. i went to Osho's 'Thought of the Day'. this is what it says -
You have the source of energy.
Whatever happens in your life needs your energy.
If you cut the source of energy and —
in other words that's what I call identification —
if you don´t identify with anything, it immediately becomes dead,
it has no energy of its own.
and non-identification is the other side of watchfulness
that interested me. i had just posted a rather lengthy reply to a fellow's reply to me on AC and this seemed to have a connection.
in perusing the web this a.m. i came across what i found to be an extremely interesting discussion between (2) PHD scientists that you'll find interesting, i'm sure -
http://twm.co.nz/herbert.htm
enjoy.