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Sunday Stream (141) ~ inspirionimagio

Post by mtmynd » November 11th, 2007, 12:46 pm

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At the insistence of survival the body demands existence. Not simply trite mediocrity but healthy and rewarding life. A life filled with health, with joy, with rest and sobriety, without ills and sorrow. But do we listen? Do we hear the message? And if we do how do we respond?

Observation shows that most ignore the message... a subtle suicide of sorts that allows mind to live as it chooses, as it has for years so done. We live our lives in a solitudinal desperation attempting to control our fate... our future. We insist on the delusion that our minds can live the lives of it's own choice without any repercussions. But it sometimes takes years for the body to reject the insistence of mind. And even then, we so often times have become so enamored by our selves that we will not change our lives even though it could mean our very death.

We spend at least half our lives building our lives, our dreams, our futures at the expense of our bodies and spirit. We must become. We must do. We must assume an aura. But how many do exactly this and become simply a mind. Do mind. Do our aura. And ignore the physical... our body. It does come around. If we don't die young we run aground on the shores of age, scrambling from the high tides of illness to avert the dis-ease of ignoring our physicality.

We all become our own addictions. Our addictions become who we've become. We are known by our addictions and we know others by their addictions. Our addictions may inspire our lives or conversely, hinder our potential. It's only when we recognize our personal addictions that we can then qualify them - do they hinder or do they assist our lives..? Some addictions can assist but eventually hinder. We must be vigilant with our lives lest we cut short our potential.

Giving up our addictions can leave us feeling lost... a stranger to ourselves. After all those years we are now no longer what we had become. Our addiction ran its course and to continue down the same road we can only see as destructive. But with this loss, who are we now? We may fear this loss and return to our negatively addictive behavior. Many indeed do. It's like losing an arm or a leg, perhaps an eye. This addiction had become such a strong part of us that to no longer feel attached can evince a feeling of loneliness that may cause one to return to the addiction, so great the loss feels.

Inspiration. To be inspired gives us the promise to continue. Some place new. Something new. Indeed, inspiration is newness and new refreshes the body, the mind and spirit. Stay new. Stay inspired. Inspire others to be new until it, too, becomes old. Then renew... it's all we can do - inspirionimagio.


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Post by mousey1 » November 11th, 2007, 12:59 pm

Wonderfully put.

What I marvel at (marvel isn't really the right word) is those people lugging around oxygen tanks
and at the same time puffing on a cigarette.

My God, my God, a lack of air and yet they continue to pollute the little they've got. :roll:

Anyway, you are inspirionimagio. And I hope and trust you are feeling and doing well.
I used to walk with my head in the clouds but I kept getting struck by lightning!
Now my head twitches and I drool alot. Anonymouse

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Post by mtmynd » November 11th, 2007, 1:39 pm

I knew one of those people - an uncle of SooZen's. Have also seen others doing just what you described. Suicidal behavior, imho. :roll:

Feeling well... some days are pleasant strolls in the warm sun while others are a bit more serious. But all in all, things are going as they should.

Thx, mousey-amiga! :wink:
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Post by Artguy » November 11th, 2007, 2:15 pm

Damn I hate it when you are so correct....this artguy has raised the same questions every time a new creak or pain arises, or when I am made ever so frequently aware how my body is expanding it's horizons...and then there is the increasing length of hangovers....I am reminded of the Tower Of Song..."it hurts in the places where I use to play...Leonard Cohen...take heed I tell myself you are no longer immortal as you were when you were young... Thanks Cecil for again reminding me.....

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Post by Arcadia » November 11th, 2007, 7:15 pm

inspirionimagio!!
mmm... maybe I like too much the palabras compuestas!!!!!! :wink:

yeah, it´s so easy and at the same time so difficult to really realize that we have a phisical body to at least try to care about!!

great to read your renewals again!!!!!!! :D
besos & gracias for the stream,

Arcadia

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Post by WIREMAN » November 11th, 2007, 9:19 pm

another blood test
check that coumadin level
wear the stockin'
watch the swell
wow how fast it
all can change
i wanna go back
to work and hopefully
my old lifestyle
i just stand around outside
the cafe as the kids
smoke their cigs
and i smile......hope your doin' better cecil......wired

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Post by mtmynd » November 11th, 2007, 10:31 pm

Hello, artguy... well, fellow mortal, welcome to age. what choice do we have but to get older or die younger. the yin/yang trap. if i am to live to get older, i gotta change my ways of livin'. thx to soo, she's been doing a good job of reinforcing my changes in everyday living - walking daily, lower sodium foods, low cholesterol diet and, of course, no mas smoking. a good thing: my last visit with the doctors, they told me, since i'm not an alcoholic, that i could have (2) beers or glasses of wine daily with my meals... any more than that would not be favorable. funny how life throws you a curve that overwhelms the path we've walked so assuredly for so long, but then, bip!, it all changes. we accept it or shorten our lives... no two ways about it. interesting. we've all accepted change all our lives, but for some friggin reason we feel that we should (or have) reach(ed) an age where change is no longer necessary, but in reality, it is, it is.

hola, mi amiga, Arcadia! nice to get your besos again! :) inspirionimagio... the palabra just came to me at that written point. it felt about right. it sounds rather italian to me when i say aloud. hah! Gracias for checking in. I do appreciate it!

Nice seeing you, wired! This health-thing is a bitch, eh? either that or a wake-up call. either way it does speak of change in black & white words. i'm doing well but still have thohse memories, it hasn't been that long yet and the way it was is still so fresh. but it's either that or...? it would be much more difficult if Soo was not around to remind me and guide me. that is good.

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Post by judih » November 11th, 2007, 11:20 pm

in this old life, we were often teased with hopes of fame, fortune, long life.
well, i chose long life but to help my chances i was also hoping for some health to keep me company.

fame? bleh,
fortune? transient
health? yeah, let me get that health card, oh Dealer of cards.

inspiration is a pleasant perk. Thank you Cecil.
keep those golden moments shining.

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Post by Doreen Peri » November 11th, 2007, 11:35 pm

inspirionimagio!

I hope you create a book by that title. What a great word you've coined!

Do we listen to the wake-up calls? I hope you do! I'm glad to hear you're doing ok. I haven't listened much to mine, though I am doing my best to try to stop smoking. It's not good enough, though. I need to pick a date and stick to it. No smoking in the house. That's helped! (well for me anyway, no smoking in the house. It's a rule but not everybody follows it)

This is another well-written Stream, Cecil. I'm so glad you come here to post these. Honored, we are.

(and honored your work is in the book... there are several pieces of yours.. both poetry and artwork. I'm proud of the book. I wish I could afford to send everybody who's in there a copy but I can't at the moment... maybe my next job will afford me the funds to do that. Car's on the blink. 10 years with the same employer and now things look iffy. Money problems aren't as hard as health problems ... i shouldn't complain. But it ain't easy and I didn't heed the health whistle when I got it a few years ago but i do try sometimes)

I know that's vague. I'm rambling.

And gawd, yes, you are so lucky to have SooZ! The two of you are so very lucky.

Thanks for the Stream.... for all of them. I sail on them....

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Post by mtmynd » November 12th, 2007, 11:30 am

Judih, Judih... heal/th indeed. one of my chest/arm attacks happened some weeks back at a show we were doing. the fellow in charge of the show became very concerned. after the attack subsided and i returned to 'normal', he insisted that i go see a doctor (he and others i might add)... as the show came to an ending and we were packing up, he came around and reinforced my getting to a docter. "health is all we really have..." I agreed and inspired by the several who advised my seeking medical advice. that loss can be so sudden that it somehow doesn't seem real... after so many years of good health it was like a theft of sorts (albeit it was me who stole my own health, unwittingly of course... that and sheer ignorance!).

howdy, Doreen!!! Thx for the kind words. as usual, they are very much appreciated.

"though I am doing my best to try to stop smoking." a very diffiuclt thing to do... one of the most difficult addictions to fight. Soo has been using the patch for about a week now. just began week 2 yesterday. this after she had cut back to 2-3 cigs a day but knew it had to stop. my own addiction stop abruptly some 5 weeks ago in the hospital... but i still find myself tripping on how good it would taste/feel to have "just a few hits" , that's all... :roll: that and sitting at this keyboard.. whew! i find myself walking off to where i used to roll a cig or finish off a butt (outside!), it's all habitual both physically and mentally. i find some deep breathing to help a bit whenever those 'attacks' sneak into the thoughts. by now they are fewer and fewer and don't last as long as they did, but they will always be there stalking me, promising me relief. it will be a lifelong battle parallel to alcoholism... your always one even if you don't drink anymore. i see that as the payment i make for abuse of smoking. (btw: not to start any problems, but doesn't your daughter still live with you? living in a smoke-filled house is not conducive to her good health. but i'm sure you know that...

I'll be purchasing one or more of the books soon. all the replies you've received regarding it have been terrific to read! i know we will enjoy it a great deal. thanks for all your work and patience in putting that together.

until later,

cecil

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Post by Doreen Peri » November 12th, 2007, 2:14 pm

btw: not to start any problems, but doesn't your daughter still live with you? living in a smoke-filled house is not conducive to her good health. but i'm sure you know that...
Yes. That's why I smoke outside. I just can't get my roommate to do it. So, he will have to reside elsewhere. :)

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Post by stilltrucking » November 12th, 2007, 9:53 pm

Thank you Cecil. I am grateful for your words.

Interesting picture too. I spent 15 minutes googling images for Quartzite AZ but I could not find the picture I wanted. I used to go by there almost every week. There was a community of trailers like those, hundreds of them I think. I could see it from the interstate but never had time to stop and check it out.

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Post by jimboloco » November 15th, 2007, 12:55 pm

sunday's a good day to live
so is today
we struggle to save lives
to prolong lives
i yam on a survival revival
i got into smoking last summer again
indian natural tobacco
started journalling
now i have not smoked a ciggiie again for
6 weeks
nor pot for 32 daze
just a beer every so often
tho i would love to go out back right now
and get stoned

my mind is more clear

as far as achievement goes
well
growing into friendships
and intangibles
like the doc last eve
who said to me
"giving hillary any more money?"
(she gots enuf i says)
then another staement he says
"don't you think sometimes that "they" know more than we do?"
reeferring to da govment, bushwacked
so i leter rippp
i says
"bullshit, fucking bullshit!"
and proceeded to explAin to th good doc
about the lies and etc and
how we should question
and he was visibly shaken
and we said
good
night
st joseph's
got to grow some more, man.
yoga class this afternoon
salutations to da late afternoon sun.
you were never finer
self talk
ya can does it
inspirational imagery
[color=darkcyan]i'm on a survival mission
yo ho ho an a bottle of rum om[/color]

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Post by mtmynd » November 19th, 2007, 11:31 am

Thx for the kind reply, Jimbo. Interesting story about you and the Doc. Hope all is well between you...

Smokin' - i'm into my 7th week without and doing well. you being in the med field know how friggin' evil tobacco abuse is. I still envy those select few that can smoke 1-2 cigs a day and leave it at that. But i ain't one of them and never can be. The world of addictive personality! merci!!

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Post by jimboloco » November 19th, 2007, 2:16 pm

7th week wow!
after 7 more and how
beware the hollydays are a comin
you might wanna try a bummin
anyhoow
Friday I hit the street on a downtown corner
with my "BUSHWHACKED" sign and a little flag
and prepped myself with a 1/2 pint of fine cognac and a cream ale
and then
bummed two cigarrettes off a kid

I cannot do these things
it has taken me three days to feel normal again.
and i could go out back right now and smoke an old cigarrette that i have locked up in the shed in my dear young daddy's ww2 army chest
but here i sit
wanting to feel better
wanting to have more energy
wanting to breathe easier
wanting a clear head


Inspiration. To be inspired gives us the promise to continue. Some place new. Something new. Indeed, inspiration is newness and new refreshes the body, the mind and spirit. Stay new. Stay inspired. Inspire others to be new until it, too, becomes old. Then renew... it's all we can do - inspirionimagio.

i quit the pot
and the smokes
now the booze which i haven't done in a couple of weeks
but it sure felt good when a driver by yelled "commies" and i laughed
should be able to do that straight.

chop wood carry water

meditative exercises
also
i do crestor for my cholesterol
which was high ten years ago
and i resisted taking a med at first
started on pravachol, which gave me loose stools
then lipitor which helped
but the cost went up
then zocor which didn't work for me
now crestor and niacin
the perfect combo

i have an osteopathic family doctor
have anual checkups for lipid profiles plus the PSA
and an anual digital exam

little secret
i felt kinda funny after the urologist examined my prostate
then offerred me a prescription for viagra

oops!

now offa my duff.
i gotta yoga class tomorrow.

when i see the doc aforementioned doc again i will just smile
it is cool
[color=darkcyan]i'm on a survival mission
yo ho ho an a bottle of rum om[/color]

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