I been thinking about the perpetual care contract on my father's grave in the Workman's Circle Cemetary back in baltimore. THe last time I was there
2o years ago the tombstone was leaning pretty bad, looked like it was going to fall over. Not vandals but from the vibrations of the heavy trucks going by on Dundalk avenue on their way to the marine terminal.
It is a comfort for me to know his grave will be maintained in perpetuity, or at least to the end of the world. Nice big tombstone with room for his wife's name to be chiseled in next to his. But she did not want to be
buried with him. One of those dreary family stories nobody wants to
here
You know I may be passive agressive after all. Not about violence, but about my writing. I think it started when I flunked the
extrance exam to the litkicks writer's work shop.
I think I maybe a passive agressive writer. I was thinking I should have spell checked my GO to Cecil above , the bit about "your" I was thinking aboot whether Cecil would start
>sic< ing me again
he does that sometimes because I think he gets annoyed at my sloppy writing, some might even call it drivel. And he also mocks my rambles, I
llove it when he does that, cecil can ramble in eleven dimensions
But I don't care, I lost my literary ambitions at litchicks. Since they would not let me attend the first annual litkicks writer's work shop where they promised to teach me how to write fast and give the reader a good ride.
But I don't give a fig anymore, plenty of careful and brilliant writers here on S8. Anybody wants to read my drivel, well fuck um, let them go buy the milk with there brought the bread.
I subscribe to the Benny Shapiro business model for spontaneous
giberish.
I got no problem with you doreen I mean why would I still be posting here myself.
I have left plenty of times, maybe the longest for about a month.
Not my point.
I had a discussion a coulple of streams ago with Cecil about my epectations for him to keep on streaming.
love peace and taco grease baby sister.
Will he write another sunday stream, I hope so, texas is full of dry streams that spring back, same with wireman and perpetual go, how many years that thing going on. just won't seem the same without him.
If wireman don't come back or empty mynd don't stream no more
or if I don't post here again
I don't know.
Litkicks was good to me
Studio eight been good to me
I am typing my way to freedom
I don't even know what kurt's thread was about, is the sunday stream over? could be
Like I was saying to bennie2 and Nazz over on the GO board about most of the poetry here is jerkoff drivel. One day doreen might decide this place is no fun any more and she might pull the plug. just like that
and we are all orphans again like we were after litkicks decided more was less of us.
I can't believe anyone even reads this stuff I scribble
Open text box scoop a little piece of my brain and smear it all over the screen
Would you like to see where I sit and compulsively type?
Obviously I should spend more time vacuuming my rug
I think I am getting better
I don't post here as much as I used to lately
When I stop for good
you will know I have healed myself
with a little help from my friends
love peace and taco grease baby sister
or did I say that already.
