Music... the inspirator (someone, something or some place that delivers inspiration). What flavor of sound will match your present frame of mind? Maybe you have no preferences... just some music... any music to get the proverbial ball rolling...
Music helps to focus and we all need to focus (often). It's enough to focus on our everyday existence - jobs, bills, relationships. The outside world is focused upon survival, an important task indeed.
Focus on the music... your pick. Go ahead and play that one... yeah, that one will do... you're not familiar with that music..? It's okay... relax... hear that music..? It's a little different... okay, okay, it's more than a little different... it's not anything you've heard before, but it's good... really. Just relax and hear what these musicians are doing... open up and listen - the composition, the blend of sounds from the instruments... the voice - hear that? Soothing.... and that horn... I don't know what that is called... it's from the middle east or from India... someplace 'over there'... and those drums - the rhythms, like an excited heart pounding in joy.
Now... listen.... listen to the music. Go beyond the hearing, you can hear it now... ((now listen))... the total piece, put together by music makers... musicians playing together for the joy of playing. Producing a mood within you... within us... the tune begins and the tune ends... but the focus, the oneness of the piece, painting pictures, massaging the ears, the eye sees the beauty, the body feels the dance...
Music igniting movement... no longer hearing the music, no longer listening... our movements join the music in an abandonment... a union of music and dance becoming one...
We're safe within the music, the music holds us, dances with us. We feel free. The music, the dance... a joyful surrender of ego into the ocean of sound embracing us...
Then the musicians change. Playing a more thoughtful sound from deep within... the dance becomes slower, each bend of the arm, the slow spin of the body... burrowing deeper and deeper within... full trust in the song... uniting with the environment that has been created upon the stage of the performance.
We humans have devised many ways to focus... some call it just getting high, but that's not fair, is it? Some people attempt getting high, but fail miserably - bip! they stumble and loose all focus... spinning in a swirl of confusion... the confusion of choices. They cannot pick from the overabundance in their mind. Struggling to hold on to one, their mind sees another then another, swinging attention from this thing to that thing, not knowing which is the one to bring a stop from all this nonsense. Confusion... like a tornado hitting the mind and jumbling up it strict, logical organization... stuff and things flying all around between the ears.
Confusion needs calm to dispel it's energy. Calm brings focus... a clarity to our thoughts.
Inhale deeply, approach the keyboard with a mission - write what's in your head, boy! Alright, alright... I'm typing now.. using a sieve to catch thoughts. The music is distracting me from what I'm writing... I keep wanting to go with the seductive flow, luring me to change course... but I see no words to use... a mood is swinging over me... i type s-l-o-w-e-r and I am being swept a w a y into the musical journey... yes, it is working.... i can't do both - type and flow, not here, not now.. maybe after the experience is over, then I can relive the experience... put it to words.... sounds....
the inspirator promises nothing
but only gives of itself -
an invitation
to embark upon
a journey
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Cecil
25 March 007
(Ponderosa Pine)
Back Road to Cloudcroft, New Mexico
(altitude: 8600+ feet)
[Photo taken 3/20/07. late a.m.]