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with different women
and then I say
Ah well
and then I keep on keeping on
cause geezers thrive on broken hearts

I wish I was more like my brother
my mother said he is kind to a fault
and I am honest to a fault.
nothng to do with you


signed
Platonic pal in texas
hope you are well
happy new year

A Black Cloud Darlin'

You're welcome to break
a sad luck dame's heart.
To take her for a show
then drop her off early.
Give her a dissatisfied look.

She being built just for it,
perhaps by a fiendish friend
his laugh bites back
her gentle insides.
"Sir, I'm but fragile!"
though he says in return,
"Not by much."

Sadly she is naught
but for his amusement
at least entertains such ideas.
She stands taller to reveal
her structure.

It adds character
gives her lines
to look sorrow
a story in write.

He pens the mishap,
the state of her grace
created to stay
a tragically sad dame.

He never could be your big boss man
but maybe be your friendly neighbor on the net
your Jumper Cable Man

My strange sense of humor at myself,
my apologies if it hadn't crossed the lines just the way I'd meant...
but, no worries Jack. You know I do very good on my ownsome.

To keep me sad, you know, has it's benefits.
It's a game for our energies to write with.

What to do with such an unlucky doll? Well, write her back
and make her smile through the tears.
Best I gots.

Was a long, tiring day of work on my vacation. Tomorrow is back on a time-sheet. Went too quickly.

It was sweet
I took a whole week off

Meanwhile

Let's turn the page

Because Oedipus wrecks
but mourning becomes Electra.

I have a passion for tragedy.
I been reading The Birth of Tragedy again.

mnaz was right
Sad Luck Dame
Tom Waits
Clap Your Hands
but you probably already knew that.

Yes, he liked Tom Waits.
I didn't likes him at first, but I did after listening to more of his tunes then just Frank's years. In those days I hadn't yet had the exposure to a lot of stuffs, no authors, so no Bukowski or Henry Miller, no Lotlita, etc. He took me from scratch I guess. A dumb girl

Well I am dumber than you.
I have never read Henry Miller or Anais Nin.


I don't get women Dame. I don't get people. Something wrong with me. I have adjusted to my weirdness. Function as best I can with it.
Cost me plenty, I know that. But here I am now. Watched over by machines of loving grace.
getting by with a small circle of friends.


sincerely
jt
platonic in texas

Was bugging me out there...

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–adjective
1. of, pertaining to, or characteristic of Plato or his doctrines: the Platonic philosophy of ideal forms.
2. pertaining to, involving, or characterized by Platonic love as a striving toward love of spiritual or ideal beauty.
3. (usually lowercase) purely spiritual; free from sensual desire, esp. in a relationship between two persons of the opposite sex.
4. (usually lowercase) feeling or professing platonic love: He insisted that he was completely platonic in his admiration.

k--
My affectionate babble can become a bit heavy. I noes it, my apologies. I want to be a school girl brat and go go--"He started it." But, I don't knows who started it first. Phew, back to work tomorrow, sensible head and drop this dame off the bridge by midnite. I'll dig up the first time I drowned that flop.

I never read Plato either

Me either, but I'd like to.
The magician used to say Fraternal--had to look it up too at the time.
You know me.

No I don't

Sometimes I do feel like I know you. You sometimes remind me of 'Lucy" in that comic strip Peanuts.

I don't care how many times you say you don't, anyway. Cause I still say you do, which settles it in my mind at least.

It is not just you dame it is me I don't get. I don't get how I don't get any woman, not just you. As if I just arrived here and I have all these conflicted emotions and desires. Tenderness and lust.

I saw a disturbing video of the Bob Seeger song Turn the Page. I don't think I will be able to listen to it again without thinking of this Metallica version.


She would make the same choices. I think she must have read Nietzsche. Amor Fati


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Why should I want to change it?