definately go see gary snyder
he is worthwhile for his persona
as a survivor
an elder
a bohemian with discipline
a builder of visions and dreams
why else have a creative spirit?
there has to be some recompense
beyond mere remuneration
of dollars
sense beyond cents
an affectation of sanity
We Make Our Vows Together With All Beings
by Gary Snyder
Eating a sandwich
At work in the woods,
As a doe nibbles buckbrush in snow
Watching each other,
chewing together.
A Bomber from Beale
over the clouds,
Fills the sky with a roar.
She lifts head, listens,
Waits til the sound has gone by.
So do I.
http://writersalmafrom No Nature. © Pantheon Books
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Beale Air Farce Base near Sacramento, California
where they keep these wierd high speed bombers
I forgot the name
also B-52's
plus they train Air Farce navigators there
when i was down and out in the sad years after I refused to fly tankers,
hookers for bombers,
I somehow found that poem maybe in Detroit during my urban entrappment where I lived for two years without a car, doing art at wayne state, riding the bus up and down woodward avenue, driving a taxi at nights on weekends, wearing a flight jacket in winter, drinking a lot in my apartment, seeing humanity at the best and worst, with no way forward, in isolation and alienation, I found little scraps of faith, including that poem. I saved up enough to buy a used Ford Pinto, drove it to California, it burned out coasting into Los Angeles. Hit the mountains, hitched to Oregon for the Rainbow gathering, then down to San Fransisco for some guidance at the Haight Ashbury switchboard, slept in Goldengate Park, cruised the blues festival, hitched on down to Santa Cruz, where I found the switchboard's directed campground of hippies. Stayed there for awhile, then moved into town and drove a taxi. Never made it to Snyder's Ring of Bone zendo, tho I did visit the ones at Santa Cruz and Berkely.

(Mel Ash the Berkely zen teacher now is on streamline audio.) then after a year
went to NYC for drawing at art students league, then bivouacked in late winter snow by an old stone wall in New Hampshire and had visions of ghosts. hooded, urging me onward.
what pissed off paranoid alienation, beer, and exposure to the elements will do for you.Healing began in 1982, I cursed God in 1988, while living in my '81 chevy on a bridge here in Tampa Bay, then my real healing began, and continues to this day. God is compassinate, all his-her names are beautiful.
I got Snyder's Turtle Island in my library, am more fit at 60 than I was at 30.
the animals hear and let it go
something I wish I could do
well I can, in this moment,
choose to identify with the bohemian outdoorsman and the deer
davy crockett
born on a mountaintop in tennessee
now the mountaintop's done gone
sheared off for coal
another ecocide for profit
like monsanto and dow spraying vietnam
detached at the bottom line
profit margins rule
go see the old man
he will give you a smile
bring it back here and share it with us.