watch it as it goes
you know how it flows
after a while you will feel better
it will pass
because you don't want it to last
like my bouts of depression
they still come back
and the last one was thhe fiercist in a long while
but at the same time it was a doorway forward
what can i say
a new gestalt
a new year's satori
a rebound of resilience and confidence
a new joy of spirit
there's these two lung doctors
dominico reiya and jose perez
they make rounds together
last weeek before i crashed
i was gooing down
i saw dr reiya an i couldn't remember his name
he had given me a verbal order
so i had to ask him
mercy i have known that guy for nine years
anyhow
yesterday i sees him an perez coming down the hall
they stop an dr reiya says, "i'm dr perez."
i says, "ok jose!"
mercy
how you feel changes the way people around you behave
i know it sounds paranoid
and some of that could be a selective interpretation
what you see is what you get
but i know that when i get into a funk
so does my wife
and i owe it to her as the husband to
rebound into the light
and our cats too
ya know
i am really glad we know you now
a slow waking up
it's kool
my dear
all our dear
you are
because you give off such light
and are inspired
to build a new world
think i'll spend some time at the wailing wall
put it on screen size
light the fireplace
sip some wine
meditate and snooze with my book of zen poems
thanks for sharing
we on a survival mission
