I wonder what the source of that banner is today? I think it is a Doreen original.
y es my thoughts all over the board too.
not to worry dame this is all
a medical melodrama
'meet your maker the mad sucrose molecule' ...after
(Meet Your Maker the Mad Molecule, a short story)
I believe there is a connection between blood sugar and nightmares
diabetes
what a trip
this is all physiology and psychology
I am in bad shape dame
all self inflicted and it is a dam good cosmic joke
I remember 1962
as the year of my shotgun sleep
the year of the beautiful counselor at the summer camp I worked at.
telling her about that bit from Steppenwolf
woke up thinking of dreams
and blood and bicycle wheels
I need my fucking motorcycle
bertrand russell'what I believe'
"our thoughts arise from physical processes"
but from the lsd I remember
that there is "nothing my spirit it could kill"
there was always some consciousness above and beyond the drug
always questioning my motives
with women
except for sisters
and mothers
and nieces
and taboos
I feel like a god damed ghost
without children
they tie you to the future
they make you hope
I wonder if anyone is hiring teachers in their eighites. I could be a teacher, go back to shcool and finish my twelve year college career as a sophomore.
I have always felt like a ghost since the summer of 1962
want to write my name in concrete
scribble graffiti on king tut's tomb
check this later for typos
raw spewage
or raw sewage
stream of consciousness even
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I have not read Brothers K or The Procession of Life.
Not well read by a long shot. Just a google poseur.
I will try and check it out.
"Skepticism is the chastity of the intellect" Santayana The Idea of Christ in the Gospels