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Post by zero_hero » January 26th, 2010, 3:21 pm

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This one is going to take some whiskey too.

or a saxophone.

She won't listen to me because I have no idea she says. I guess she means on what it is to be a woman.

So I get pissed off and tear up a couple of dollar bills, and say
"Well I know one thing it is not about money."

She leaves but does not slam the door.

If I knew two things I would be twice as smart.
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"the lesson is... if you want it? keep a copy of it." Doreen Peri

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Post by still.trucking » January 26th, 2010, 8:05 pm

I did not have to be harsh with her.

Because she convinced herself she did not have to work today.

I should have channeled my Homeboy. He knows how to talk to a J.A.P.. "Sure take the day off" take a break" he would have said.

Odd to think people actually do commit suicide because of money. Sometimes for the insurance money to take care of their children.

I think I saw a one panel cartoon with the caption "The God Forbid Insurance Company"
"Natural selection, as it has operated in human history, favors not only the clever but the murderous." Barbara Ehrenreich

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Post by still.trucking » January 26th, 2010, 9:52 pm

Money can't buy me love
but it would probably get me a kidney on the black market.

I think one of the things that drives families apart is the changes are that are not noticed. Me and her seen some big changes. The family that trips together stays together I suppose.

She is my role model.
Her mother tried so hard to make ammends
And her mother's mother never had a mother
so that was her excuse.


She is high maintenance and she gives high maintenance
"Natural selection, as it has operated in human history, favors not only the clever but the murderous." Barbara Ehrenreich

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Post by stilltrucking » January 26th, 2010, 10:43 pm

So we get to talking about silent woman and I remember something she told me about "a woman on a man trip"

Bummers, a season of bummers mostly
or maybe she only stops by on her worse days
brothers are so useless she need a sister to tell her.

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Post by SadLuckDame » January 27th, 2010, 10:11 am

A woman--I don't know much about them, only about my own womanliness.

There are some men I just connect with, I'd allow all sorts of situations or oddities, etc. if our chemistry is in swing, but then give me a good man--if our chemistry isn't fully existent, then I'd never be satisfied, nor settled and I'll be his continuing trouble.
It must align with the stars, the universe or in the soul. Who knows, but it's some kind of magic in the attraction, or superstitious match-ups, so without it--
it could be too much trouble then it's worth.

A man on a woman trip would know how to dress her.
`Do you know, I was so angry, Kitty,' Alice went on...`when I saw all the mischief you had been doing, I was very nearly opening the window, and putting you out into the snow! And you'd have deserved it, you
little mischievous darling!
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Post by stilltrucking » January 27th, 2010, 9:23 pm

I believe the most precious gift I have received from my parents besides this life is my siblings..

She is a high maintenance sister but she has given me high maintenance in return.

Her long black trains of thoughts
are giving way to laughter
absurdities
We have come a long way together me and baby sister.

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Post by SadLuckDame » January 28th, 2010, 11:26 pm

There was a brother
and she'd said of him,
"I remember knowing him when I was still a child. I'd hid nothing then. And I couldn't not think my brother good enough, he could whip the snot out of Olly on the playground, who'd then be blowing dirt out of his nose for weeks."
`Do you know, I was so angry, Kitty,' Alice went on...`when I saw all the mischief you had been doing, I was very nearly opening the window, and putting you out into the snow! And you'd have deserved it, you
little mischievous darling!
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Post by stilltrucking » January 31st, 2010, 7:16 pm

A man on a woman trip would know how to dress her.
Thinking about that. Thinking about this song for some reason "you can leave your hat on" randy newman.

No chemistry in these text boxes.
That is the nice thing about the internet, no chemistry. Just pixels.

I don't know what it is dame. My ex sister in law gave me a hug once that caught me by surprise. So much chemistry. I did not know how to act. Could not get her out of my mind as my brother's wife.

Oh boy. It amazed me that I have managed to get next to a woman as many times as I have in this life of mine. Seven maybe eight I counted once. The eight was a prostitute and I was 14. Never went there again. It almost ruined fucking for me. Took me eight years to get over that.


I got to ride to day about 50 miles. I feel like I been to a Zen retreat.

Suicide my worst fear for others, so maybe for myself too. Projection?

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Post by SadLuckDame » January 31st, 2010, 8:56 pm

A man on a woman trip would know how to dress her.
Here's an example of a man not on a woman trip...
last night I met an old friend, he was the guitarist, never was a good first impression, but hey time can distort things, so I gave it an ease. He took me aside to tell me how he recently found God. But he proceeded to tell me he found God on stage and to get his fingers on guitar strings was like getting his fingers on a woman. I said, "How did it relate to God though?" And he said it was a soul search once on stage.
But, I wasn't about to put it on.

I might be impossible at times, but some guys have no class Jack.

I've been close to too many men Jack, but I don't buy it from the majority. Too bad it was a sister in-law.

Suicide my biggest fear for everyone except myself.
I'll find something of interest in the gloomy black days to want me to see tomorrow or the next full moon or to open a nude joint or anything really. At least the world's not lacking in possibilities, good or bad.
`Do you know, I was so angry, Kitty,' Alice went on...`when I saw all the mischief you had been doing, I was very nearly opening the window, and putting you out into the snow! And you'd have deserved it, you
little mischievous darling!
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Post by stilltrucking » January 31st, 2010, 10:37 pm

It was an ex-sister-in-law. She was no long married to him. It was jitterbug's first wife. I think I mentioned her on jimboloco's pot is not thread

I tried to hang myself when I was about eight years old, I guess I was a precocious child.

A couple of years ago I had a cough that was from hell, after about two month's diamond lil convinced me to see a doctor. Some shadowy thing showed up on my x-ray. A dwitzel they called it, sent me for a cat scan. For about a week I had visions of me and Virginia Woolf walking on a beach together my pockets full of rocks and my lungs full of cancer.

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Post by Diana Moon Glampers » February 7th, 2010, 7:10 pm

We will just keep on hammering
She is in her forties, he twenty six.
His mother thinking of them laying together
she says I just realized
she is not done yet
yep
so he trying to do the right thing by her
He needed this
I don't understand
He needed something to hold him down.
I want to give him Geoff's book
something to do
he wants an abortion
but what does he have to say about it.
His mother told him to "wrap his wopper"
Too late for that now.
He got this plan in his head
he is young
he could be better off
I got nothing to compare him too
I was bat shit crazy when I was in my twenties
What it is to be a man
To act like a man
That is important
If it was you would have thunk it was important enough to use birth control. Or was he too drunk for that?




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