Re: The Studio Eight Diet™
Posted: October 13th, 2018, 12:50 pm
getting hungry again
gotta go with plan B
raining
now it is not raining and sun is shining
going back to plan A
ride boldly ride
got to face the music sometime
I am a cyberhoarder for sure
post paste past
Therapy
this is not really about sex
it is about violence and women
it is my existential strip tease
cut me loose let me fly
after all these years I am still alive
Search found 29 matches: suicide by matricide
I would not be her Neanderthal, for all her smiling up at me, all she had to do is say yes, but she kept saying no, kept struggling against me, it was a wrestling match and all the while me watching her face, still with a smile, she was a big girl, and I was not man enough to use all my strength to pin her to that mattress. At a certain point it was getting too violent for me. Despite her smiles. It was her "no", and what the hell were we doing in her bedroom anyway She invited me there I am sure. Maybe it was too see her etchings, she was an artist.
Too much fear in me, fear of myself. I was all froze up inside from my brush with suicide by matricide. Never dawned on me to connect that episode with my mother with violence against women. But I was changing, thanks to the acid I think.
I am sure she just wanted to have fun. But I was too fucked up in the head to give it to her.
Maybe. But I will never forget her eyes, glowing embers of her fire, her desire.
"nobody can tell me nothing about dames"
· But if my harley was runnin, honey I'd show you who's boss
There are places in texas a man can still go and get lost
If my harley was runnin' I'd be gone in nothin' flat
Sooner or later I'll get it started,
And you better start thinkin' bout that
· living on tulsa
· https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=oV2zv6sVD_o
· https://www.azlyrics.com/lyrics/waylonj ... unnin.html
· my greath grandfather
· existential striptease
· http://msmagazine.com/blog/2018/06/12/e ... triptease/
Whither Psychoanalysis in a Computer Culture?
by Sherry Turkle
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(זִכְרוֹנוֹ לִבְרָכָה (ז"ל) זֵכֶר צַדִּיק לִבְרָכָה (זצ"ל
Existential Striptease
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Re: My mom has left us
by Hypatia » Today, 12:15 am
I am sorry if I sound insensitive. I am pretty sure it is Aspergers' syndrome that makes me so stupid about other peoples emotions. Socially retarded. I never seem to say the appropriate words.
To paraphrase Zorba the Greek, death is no problem, only life is a problem.
I am worried about you.
Natural selection, as it has operated in human history, favors not only the clever but the murderous." Barbara Ehrenreich
gotta go with plan B
raining
now it is not raining and sun is shining
going back to plan A
ride boldly ride
got to face the music sometime
I am a cyberhoarder for sure
post paste past
Therapy
this is not really about sex
it is about violence and women
it is my existential strip tease
cut me loose let me fly
after all these years I am still alive
Search found 29 matches: suicide by matricide
I would not be her Neanderthal, for all her smiling up at me, all she had to do is say yes, but she kept saying no, kept struggling against me, it was a wrestling match and all the while me watching her face, still with a smile, she was a big girl, and I was not man enough to use all my strength to pin her to that mattress. At a certain point it was getting too violent for me. Despite her smiles. It was her "no", and what the hell were we doing in her bedroom anyway She invited me there I am sure. Maybe it was too see her etchings, she was an artist.
Too much fear in me, fear of myself. I was all froze up inside from my brush with suicide by matricide. Never dawned on me to connect that episode with my mother with violence against women. But I was changing, thanks to the acid I think.
I am sure she just wanted to have fun. But I was too fucked up in the head to give it to her.
Maybe. But I will never forget her eyes, glowing embers of her fire, her desire.
"nobody can tell me nothing about dames"
· But if my harley was runnin, honey I'd show you who's boss
There are places in texas a man can still go and get lost
If my harley was runnin' I'd be gone in nothin' flat
Sooner or later I'll get it started,
And you better start thinkin' bout that
· living on tulsa
· https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=oV2zv6sVD_o
· https://www.azlyrics.com/lyrics/waylonj ... unnin.html
· my greath grandfather
· existential striptease
· http://msmagazine.com/blog/2018/06/12/e ... triptease/
Whither Psychoanalysis in a Computer Culture?
by Sherry Turkle
viewtopic.php?f=1&t=10240&p=66584&hilit ... ase#p66584
(זִכְרוֹנוֹ לִבְרָכָה (ז"ל) זֵכֶר צַדִּיק לִבְרָכָה (זצ"ל
Existential Striptease
viewtopic.php?f=12&t=4009\\5346
5346 1117 2102 6349
4318062
Re: My mom has left us
by Hypatia » Today, 12:15 am
I am sorry if I sound insensitive. I am pretty sure it is Aspergers' syndrome that makes me so stupid about other peoples emotions. Socially retarded. I never seem to say the appropriate words.
To paraphrase Zorba the Greek, death is no problem, only life is a problem.
I am worried about you.
Natural selection, as it has operated in human history, favors not only the clever but the murderous." Barbara Ehrenreich