Dragonfly days and a pilot like me
Posted: July 2nd, 2006, 6:50 pm
I find it odd that such gauzy clouds can hold so much rain
that even on a sunny day it falls
no butterflies yet
no rainbows either; but I'm not worried
I'll know I've arrived
when I see the dragonflies
dragonflies
happy times
the ties that bind
I've just now realized
that I've missed them
synonymous with the little girl in me
the one who tied strings
to their tails
ill-conceived notion of
kites in motion -
if you can't fly
attach yourself to that which can
by a thread
(if I did it now
would you shake your head
I don't understand
I don't understand
adult dread)
I knelt quite happily
the colorful yarn
absconded from somewhere
clenched tightly in my fist
as I eyed several likely candidates
for the maiden voyage
the prima flight
Anisoptera
lovely when seen in soft summer's light
iridescent wings flashing
tails perfect rudders
for a pilot like me
what was I
ten...maybe eleven
what days
what daze lay before me
I never thought past tomorrow
or did I
remembered now
in perfect light, in undeluded contrast
in perfect shadow
I can paint the picture
set the stage right
childhood hanging by a moment
a tiny thread, a silly memory
no one flying this dragonfly but me
I best look to the horizon
that even on a sunny day it falls
no butterflies yet
no rainbows either; but I'm not worried
I'll know I've arrived
when I see the dragonflies
dragonflies
happy times
the ties that bind
I've just now realized
that I've missed them
synonymous with the little girl in me
the one who tied strings
to their tails
ill-conceived notion of
kites in motion -
if you can't fly
attach yourself to that which can
by a thread
(if I did it now
would you shake your head
I don't understand
I don't understand
adult dread)
I knelt quite happily
the colorful yarn
absconded from somewhere
clenched tightly in my fist
as I eyed several likely candidates
for the maiden voyage
the prima flight
Anisoptera
lovely when seen in soft summer's light
iridescent wings flashing
tails perfect rudders
for a pilot like me
what was I
ten...maybe eleven
what days
what daze lay before me
I never thought past tomorrow
or did I
remembered now
in perfect light, in undeluded contrast
in perfect shadow
I can paint the picture
set the stage right
childhood hanging by a moment
a tiny thread, a silly memory
no one flying this dragonfly but me
I best look to the horizon