sleep on it.
Posted: August 14th, 2008, 1:19 am
I was determined to get some sleep so
i stayed up all night trying to figure out how.
i had the same feeling
i had before when i had the same feeling that
i had after i already had it and that's
how i knew it was the same and so i felt it again
and then it was like i felt it brand new
for the first time and realized i hadn't figured out yet
why it felt like a deja vous
and it reminded me
very much of the feeling i had when
i wasted my time even thinking about it
and let me tell you,
this is pure truth,
no accident of religion
or philosophy or
ancient relationships
which curve their way
into memory the way a
fond embrace touches the
spirit when you least expect it
and so i always realize that
i least expect anything except the same feelings
i felt again once more, shelved momentarily
to be pulled off and slammed into my
semi-consciousness which is very much like
digging up a grave
only not
because
the exhumed body
becomes live again and
breathes breaths of
expression and the eyes, having seen a sunset on another day,
become opened to oranges and yellows and tints of grey
mixed with subtle pinks and so yes,
i think you understand what i'm saying
and yet again, how could you?
you might want to sleep on it
like I do when I can't.
dp.8.14.08
.
i stayed up all night trying to figure out how.
i had the same feeling
i had before when i had the same feeling that
i had after i already had it and that's
how i knew it was the same and so i felt it again
and then it was like i felt it brand new
for the first time and realized i hadn't figured out yet
why it felt like a deja vous
and it reminded me
very much of the feeling i had when
i wasted my time even thinking about it
and let me tell you,
this is pure truth,
no accident of religion
or philosophy or
ancient relationships
which curve their way
into memory the way a
fond embrace touches the
spirit when you least expect it
and so i always realize that
i least expect anything except the same feelings
i felt again once more, shelved momentarily
to be pulled off and slammed into my
semi-consciousness which is very much like
digging up a grave
only not
because
the exhumed body
becomes live again and
breathes breaths of
expression and the eyes, having seen a sunset on another day,
become opened to oranges and yellows and tints of grey
mixed with subtle pinks and so yes,
i think you understand what i'm saying
and yet again, how could you?
you might want to sleep on it
like I do when I can't.
dp.8.14.08
.