Bandit Notions

[the mingo]

that's me - poor white trash & I have not improved on the situation all my life - my crimes can all be wrapped under the rubric of breathing - that's the whole story - Crime Novel 101 - ... I've always liked the fiddle music, banjo, dobro, ...
maternal great grandfather's name was Caldwell - my grandmother traced that shit back to Scotland - still, what's in the mind is in the mind & the mind is in what? Ha! Could never figure out why I found myself fighting in the wars of others, I had plenty of wars all my own - there's just no figuring all the sad shit that flows in the river -

[the mingo]

some mornings God forgive me I just don't feel like praying so here's one for you and next post one for me

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dl0E29yG ... =endscreen

[the mingo]

nothing like overly healthy gentiles -
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=n0kUtPCs ... re=related

[stilltrucking]

jesus h chrizes

Prepare Yourself To Fuck A Different Woman Every Single Day...
But First Read Our Guidelines Below:

I clicked on the video and I got that pop above. That never crosses my mind anymore, it just gnaws me like a priest at Sylvia Plaths grave.

Blocks of text, miles and miles of texas

What I like about miller (henry) is that he knew freud, he knew nietzsche, he just did not have to constantly quote them because of he could write them in his own words.

He was informed, he knew his zeitgeist.


Yah healthy gentiles say God, sick Jews say G d. But tomatoe tomatows tarbaby got nothing on us.

I liked the song thanks for the music, check this one out if you get a chance
It is the last post by me on page two, good blues song I thought by a Dutch band, that may be America's best gift to the world, we gave the world the blues.

Only one cure for that I know

http://studioeight.tv/phpbb/viewtopic.p ... 3&start=60

[the mingo]

Abe Lincoln drove a Cadillac

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wRheCSsu ... =endscreen

[the mingo]

thx on the link, Jack

[the mingo]

my time with Miller is up & down - i mean there are passages of his that get me involved cause he's speaking straight out of his hunter-gathering dick with nothing feminine about it and he appreciated was glad of women with no apologies and it's hard to find that these days - but then he's off in another direction and man, it's boring. So I read the good parts. Got to hunt through his writings for the good stuff the son of a bitch. Always got to be workin' for it. Keeps my mind from turning to stone which I should be happy about

[stilltrucking]

Boring?
Maybe that is why I only read the first forty pages or so of Tropic of ...

Maybe just enough to appreciate his writing style. and try to assimilate it to mine.

I liked the intro by Nin, that bit about seeing the world through the eyes of a Patagonian and also her comment that pain has no place to hide? something like that.

First woman, so many first woman legends and myths, I think about those first women in my life that owned my ass when I was just a little jackster. took me a long time to come to grips with the fact that a woman is a woman is a rose, Or a Judih is a Doreen is a Dame is a arcadia is a creative soul is a Cynthia Plum, a mousey1, a whimsical deb, a buddhabitch, a panta rhea
a Herster Prynne

Have you ever heard her sing?

Listen to Hester Sing

Thanks for the Rhythm Sophie Song she is great.

[stilltrucking]

there's just no figuring all the sad shit that flows in the river -

no figuring out an angry G d for me,


Blocks of text I had them all strapped down on deck but they broke loose and slide off the edge of this page. my apology for the rambling wreck of a post.

Rythm Sophie She cheered me up

[the mingo]

you're welcome Jack & thx for the links to Hester's tunes - that was good.

[tarbaby]

prayin don't come easy for me these days
G d has heard it all before
There was a time when I made deals with God
Now I am just grateful for this gift, this life, these friends

I been watching a BBC Doc The History of God
boy oh boy the British done give me the blues

Isaiah is one weird book.

"mothers will hide the afterbirths from their husbands. . ."


Caldwell's yes a lot of Cash's & Tyree's I never knew what scotch-irish meant till a few years ago. I thought it meant intermarriage between scotch and irsh, but it's the people of scotland that were moved to Northern Ireland by the King of England as some sort of colonization/pacification of Ireland. I guess you knew that.

I spent hours on youtube watching videos about the civil war, sometimes with tears on my face.

[the mingo]

Yeah, i did - what i deserve for curiosity & reading - they some of them decided too much cock a man had to suck just to stay fed with a roof overhead - so they come to america - well, they got here and for awhile hope lingered but new cock found 'em just the same - some did good but that's just some and some ain't all.

[silent woman]

somebody always has a plan
Some did good
some got blamed

somebody always had a plan could be the king of england or ghenghis khan

boy oh boy I heard I got to love my enemies

freinemies if only the world was more like facebook

the kingdom of women
the last matriarchy left in some remote mountainous part of China I have heard.

God save mother in laws everywhere. and maternal uncles.

man I am hungry, we got a new bar b que pit, we are carnivores again.

seeking god in those dark caves, yes we need the shine, but we need the dark too I suppose.

[the mingo]

yeah we do -

[the mingo]

" I am ashamed to be so undisciplined." - Anais Nin, 8/1/1914

I know, Honey, but it's alright. You were a monster bunny - what could you do?