I am tripping more than you are. Battling razzberries

[SadLuckDame]

What do you mean?

[SadLuckDame]

Do you mean when in pursuit of the rib?
Or the bite of the apple?

[stilltrucking]

I don't know, I think you are ahead of me,
I am in pursuit of life liberty and women
rosy cheeked demons

[stilltrucking]

not sure I understand what you mean when you say what do you mean, I am in pursuit of what
the rib or the apple

fig leafs

[SadLuckDame]

You said the first one murdered was a woman.
Who?

[stilltrucking]

ohhhhhhhhh
sorry
I meant he killed his mother first,
I would say I think of her too, maybe I think of her first even before the children.

I am meaning I feel like Hypatia today

murdered by the church fathers

and it is up against the wall all you mothers

we struggle to escape her aura

why do I even go there
i am in pursuit of relief for woman's estate

[Hypatia]

if you think I am crazy now you should have known me back on litkicks,

I never cared for guns, too chicken shit for me. I always preferred a knife, it is more hands on.
the sound of water stream thoughts after thoughts
men will be bad boys pissed at their mommies,

Hypatia was a good old girl, murdered for a witch I guess,
Maybe I should never have read Nietzsche on LSD, my delusions and his were brain damaged acid etched, he showed me a way to see through the lies of what became Christianity after Jesus. So now I got my own personal Jesus and I feel at peace Spinoza's G d
So have to be thankful for G d and Nietzsche.
and of course
thank you Jesus too.
the same for Buddha
And Camus

rock and roll
and Beethoven too
Maybe mingo is right G d never changes, never evolves, whatever gets him through the night is alright with me, but culture evolves and I am a culture bearing animal, so my instincts might be fixed my soul is in flux.

that Bible, I keep in mind what Alan Watts wrote about it. He said we got our Bible from the Catholic Church. St Jack was a good Catholic boy, he got out of this world without the sin of suicide. And wrote beautiful things, left a mark, a trail, for others to start on their own. all I got is these text boxes.

So she (his mother) was murdered and her son committed suicide and in between those two events twenty innocent children and six adults were murdered too.

It was smackwater jack and a very good day for the understaker.

[SadLuckDame]

I didn't read a lot about it, I read it the first night and started crying too much, then I refused to keep up on what happened and was discovered the next few days. I did hear at work that the son who did this sad life stealing was either autistic or had aspergers. Doesn't that change things on how we view this sad day?

Depending on the severity and each case of autism/aspergers is individual, so unless we know 'his' his, it's hard to tell, but on knowing some children with this than I can say it changes the scene.

It is tragic, it is very sad, but not only because of the children, who are innocent, it is sad on so many levels. And I know you know, too, I'm not suggesting you don't, I'm just going on in my female way with words.

[SadLuckDame]

I mean, we have a responsibility for children and for disabilities and for taking care of the earth and for spreading lights, love, fruits of spirits. But, we're not taking care like we should be taking care.

[SadLuckDame]

It is our fault that something like that happened, could happen.

[Hypatia]

yes in your female way with words
Hypatia had a way with words too



it is dangerous for a woman to right when her government is wrong I guess.

[SadLuckDame]

Reading about Hypatia,
she seems misunderstood.

[SadLuckDame]

Watching this...

[stilltrucking]

wow a five part video. I am recording part 2 now, I will probably fall asleep to it, dream about walking the shores of a wine dark sea, that would be a nice dream.

warm night on a dark beach the sound of the surf
dream a little dream

[SadLuckDame]

Dream a little dream with me.
Jack, we gotta go out into the dark forest and look for candle lights.
It might even, might even be the coyotes and wolves keeping the lights going, but there are lights out there and that's just the thing to do, make a map of where there's light in dark forests.

Dreaming of dreaming of a dream when we're dreamin if we're even dreaming.
Sounds good to me.