I am tripping more than you are. Battling razzberries

[SadLuckDame]

In the middle Jack,
ya gotta go deep to find me.

And you're a writer
thinking bout all the details.

[stilltrucking]

Yep
the devil is in the details
or is it god?


yep you got my number
the brain of bean counter
I remember when physics used to bored me
Now it gives me the willies

Be careful SLD if you are waiting for me
to find you.
You could drown in the meantime

[stilltrucking]

not meaning to say you are waiting
just my vanity
women don't wait
can't wait in my opinion.
just meant that I am not trying that hard to find you.

but I dive deep into that "dark sea within" me.

I have begun to speak in tongues
with close captioned text boxes
beneath ever line I read here.

[SadLuckDame]

What a crock. I don't wait for anyone. My Grandma taught me well. "Guys are shit out of luck." Oh, you must of forgot already, I'm just a user and abuser. A tease and a toy to meet in between.
Those catfish can grow 10 feet long. Don't get in front of their giant mouths. They might suck ya up like poor J, in the belly of the whale.

[stilltrucking]

A crock?
Maybe you don't hear me
I wrote

women don't wait
can't wait in my opinion.

Women are not the clingers
Men try to hang on more than women
speaking for myself as a pussy whipped unwombman

Women move on
It comes with the fenomenolgy of their bodies.
it is wired in
the phenomenology of female spatiality


gotta go
tilt somewindmills
not done with this

[stilltrucking]

but my experience is limited.
just a city boy
watch out for them garbage trucks too
try to look both ways when you run out in the street after a ball.

I guess I am done exploiting your vulnerbilties.

Please exploit mine anytime.
It is helpful to me.

done.

[stilltrucking]

just hit up on my vulnerables and I do well in making it up as I tucker along in poetry. He'll be more potent then Jack K. or Henry Miller if I pay attention.

I am making mind up
she will be hipper than Gertrude
she will drink anne sexton under the table
she will have an electric oven
she will be as free as Frida
and she will have Virginia Woolf's smile

[SadLuckDame]

LOL! Don't make me laugh you dork,
you're playing with my abilities to keep switching motions
aren't you? I adapt, it's a true statement. And yes, they're my vulnerables. I don't know how to put them to words yet. Dang, I'm brave, but I'm still woman.

I went to seminars today. I found out I have disabilities, my paranois, my multiple personalities, my belief to extremes in nonsensical things like demons under the bed-- meaning I might have obsessive compulsives and my social stints because I want to find people who believe the things I obsess about.

I'm not right in the head Jack. Scary, huh? I'm not scared though.

[SadLuckDame]

All I's noes is I'm capable of many things.
Whatever is in store, I can. My sights are not on hitting no bar scene and dragging home a replacement raga muffin for the one that just trotted out. I'm looking more inside for the time being. I feel good at the moment. It is what it is. I can't make connections like normal people do.

[stilltrucking]

I bandy your words
they say it is a friendly thing to do
I wasn't out to hit your vulnerbilities
that is something you gave me.
Not out to exploit you either
I am not happy with that word choice.
More like a chess game for me.

I don't have your complexities
Do not wish to give you anxiety

that you feel good at the moment makes me feel good too.
I am a simple man
or at least I try to be
A what you see what you got

Switching motions
I don;t know
making this up as I go

Dorkily yours
jt
ps I am four f mentally unfit for military service
tell me about it said the big sister to the little sister.

Me niether dame
I just ain't scared enough
Crazy brave

Ten four She will be Margaret Fell Fox too, a woman of courage, and Eva Shapiro and Doreen Peri, and judih, and arcadia, and mousey1 and SooZen, and my sister and Diamond Lil, and mz jitterbug and you tcynthia plum, and hester prynne,
and you too dame

And she will be gray eyed athena who gave her daddy a head ache
and makes war seem lovely to men.

[SadLuckDame]

I bandy your words
they say it is a friendly thing to do
I wasn't out to hit your vulnerbilities
that is something you gave me.
Not out to exploit you either
I am not happy with that word choice.
More like a chess game for me.

Jack I was just playing back. You've not done me wrong.

I'll play chess with you, but I don't know a thing about the rules.

I'm interested in all your thoughts.
I'm here aren't I? It must be because of the word exchange.

[stilltrucking]

Why should I have all the fun
Going to back on out of here
I am bandied out
for now.
don't feel like fun anymore

[SadLuckDame]

You just want to know if I wait?
I guess I do, I don't know why or why.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fsZ5aBPK ... re=related

My humor is terrible to get, my apologies. I was in a sarcastic mood after a day at seminars letting me know I'm too strange. I can't understand what I've done to piss you off, but

[MrGuilty]

Nice website and I love the song

http://angels-place1.tripod.com/

Don't want to crowd you sad luck dame

I have to be careful

I don't violate your space

You don't sound like you were having much fun.

[SadLuckDame]

Black Muddy River is so nice.

Angel is wonderful, too.

Thanks for her.
I've never said you crowd my space. I said the ex did, and the dumb regulars at the bar and people I don't click with. There was a guy recently who I've known since school days, he kissed me and I ran, the bear crowded me, so did my momma whom I'll someday fix my head over for I should get over it, and two guys who took, a girl who was a young thing like 26 who I tried hooking her up with the ex and a night a few months ago with two ex bfs one on each side that I squirmed out of...but I don't remember thinking you crowded my space.

I'm looking over the website.