I am tripping more than you are. Battling razzberries

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Re: I am tripping more than you are. Battling razzberries

Post by SadLuckDame » May 16th, 2014, 10:34 pm

She was out on a book
floating in the waters,

every time she opened the book
to read it's contents
it'd say something about
buying boats.
`Do you know, I was so angry, Kitty,' Alice went on...`when I saw all the mischief you had been doing, I was very nearly opening the window, and putting you out into the snow! And you'd have deserved it, you
little mischievous darling!
~Lewis Carroll

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Re: I am tripping more than you are. Battling razzberries

Post by creativesoul » May 18th, 2014, 9:20 am

while eating with a man
i know so little about
a woman that looked as if she had been crying-
with two little dogs
came to the outside patio
she was really sad
my date got her a resturant credit there-
i knew he was up to goodness
she said 'she had had wrose things like 'bad boyfriends'
that day was beautiful, better
with her grandma that died dogs

she likes the dollar fifty tacos
she would never have known
how i felt her
pain
her shame
that somehow she could not make the world any better=

i wanted to tell her
but

i let him kiss me good bye and drove out to the farm
thinking how ineffective most of us really are
that her resturant credit was really a great thing-
she has freedom
no one is telling her how
to live
she has defied the past
re-writing the script and her character
starting over with some backbone
smiling
she said
'nice meeting you'
reason is over rated, as is logic and common sense-i much prefer the passions of a crazy old woman, cats and dogs and jungle foliage- tropic rain-and a defined sense of who brings the stars up at night and the sun up in the morning---

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Re: I am tripping more than you are. Battling razzberries

Post by creativesoul » May 24th, 2014, 2:18 pm

Sometimes- I ask my self who or why when love came , got me naked and vulnerable - comfortable and yearning-
Or hyper and cannot get away fast enough..
Even the best scientists have not figured out " love " chemistry- what possessed me to marry a man living in Salvation Army ? I must have menopausal and insane- although - really- if there were such a drug-
Oh yeah!
I know for fact that Viagra is a poor substitute for love!
At any rate - the broken heart can sometimes take a very very long time to heal....
reason is over rated, as is logic and common sense-i much prefer the passions of a crazy old woman, cats and dogs and jungle foliage- tropic rain-and a defined sense of who brings the stars up at night and the sun up in the morning---

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Re: I am tripping more than you are. Battling razzberries

Post by SadLuckDame » June 1st, 2014, 9:07 pm

It was in tia mimosa moments,
the seconds gone liar
and poesy is first fruit
to bud

water go blue
"What is in this stuff?"
a long drop
she looks over top
then rooshes the rubies
and votes lemon 97658
the eight rush

"I'm a ten!"
She is not going to be educating
just holding out good bud,
simple ingredients
and taste good

when in taros.
He's to throw her off this top,
gone down a mile
throes
and he's in the library
reading up on stuffs.

"If that's where you're going
than find me sometime you're growed up,
neener neener way up like the fruit tree,
nearly spring. Bite, bite, bite."

Biting lemon, you big tree.
`Do you know, I was so angry, Kitty,' Alice went on...`when I saw all the mischief you had been doing, I was very nearly opening the window, and putting you out into the snow! And you'd have deserved it, you
little mischievous darling!
~Lewis Carroll

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Re: I am tripping more than you are. Battling razzberries

Post by SadLuckDame » June 7th, 2014, 10:48 pm

I shake it's hand,
shake it's branches, the leaves,
forest, flowers
mouth

I kiss it's top,
kiss it sideways and gently
then with tough
and heart.
`Do you know, I was so angry, Kitty,' Alice went on...`when I saw all the mischief you had been doing, I was very nearly opening the window, and putting you out into the snow! And you'd have deserved it, you
little mischievous darling!
~Lewis Carroll

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Re: I am tripping more than you are. Battling razzberries

Post by SadLuckDame » June 7th, 2014, 10:50 pm

I want to be there breathing sand and gusts,
while you're on the lounge chair.

I could paint the bottom of your foot and legs,
when you're dreaming art or books.
`Do you know, I was so angry, Kitty,' Alice went on...`when I saw all the mischief you had been doing, I was very nearly opening the window, and putting you out into the snow! And you'd have deserved it, you
little mischievous darling!
~Lewis Carroll

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Post by the mingo » June 14th, 2014, 8:00 am

8)
Doll, you may have found a place of rest but I'm still on the trail.

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Re: I am tripping more than you are. Battling razzberries

Post by SadLuckDame » July 5th, 2014, 10:05 am

I had to have my dog put to sleep, now I keep going to let him outside or tuck him in for the night. It's so strange the way we do something every day with someone and then one day we can't. It feels so lonely after that.
`Do you know, I was so angry, Kitty,' Alice went on...`when I saw all the mischief you had been doing, I was very nearly opening the window, and putting you out into the snow! And you'd have deserved it, you
little mischievous darling!
~Lewis Carroll

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Post by SadLuckDame » July 5th, 2014, 10:12 am

My own big monster that day was that I forgot to give him a calming pill before going and I didn't remember it until I was already there.

When he was getting the shot and I was holding his face in my hands, he was so angry, angry that the vet had him pinned down, angry that the lady was shaving his leg to put in the shot and angry that I had a muzzle on him so that he couldn't eat them up.

I don't even know how to say how angry I was at myself for not remembering to make it easier on him. I had to hold his face and see him looking back at me, growling and jumping, I couldn't stop crying. It was one of the most painful memories I'll be locking up in the dresser drawer.
`Do you know, I was so angry, Kitty,' Alice went on...`when I saw all the mischief you had been doing, I was very nearly opening the window, and putting you out into the snow! And you'd have deserved it, you
little mischievous darling!
~Lewis Carroll

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Re: I am tripping more than you are. Battling razzberries

Post by SadLuckDame » July 5th, 2014, 10:38 am

Bella sat against the flat wall,
graffiti and autograph on stall,
her mind at deciphering,
leg rocking,
never could sit still,

chewing her fingernail
then stopping quick
and gripping hands in lap.

"He'd tell her not to do that."
And Bella dropped her lash,
kicked a smile.

Birds danced one ledge,
the sun glared frighteningly over-sized
on large window,
vacant lot,

face to face, edge to edge,
hot,
the bricks must be hot
and the gutters,
the whole left side must be
just hot.

Bella kicked her leg
then stopped,
"What's he doing now..."
She saw on the corner it said
River Road

a bird cawed
and Bella looked up
to see it's big black wing.
Dare.

Big black boats
with a red and white stripe,
a cabin down below,

rocking, buzzing from radio,
captain smelling like Jack Daniels,
room tight,
the room hot.
`Do you know, I was so angry, Kitty,' Alice went on...`when I saw all the mischief you had been doing, I was very nearly opening the window, and putting you out into the snow! And you'd have deserved it, you
little mischievous darling!
~Lewis Carroll

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Re: I am tripping more than you are. Battling razzberries

Post by SadLuckDame » July 5th, 2014, 1:07 pm

Mean green engine
coming down the track.
One mean green engine
she ain't going back.

Tossed out a window
the frying pan, portable system nine
and her entire garage
of Albert Einstein's college fraternity
on eggs-easy.

A dreamy clock, a dosey do flop
and a bag of oreo, cost ya
fifteen frightful color number fives.

"Hey Gal, you'll gots nothing left, ya knows."
says sir of time.
"Oh I knows, I planning to run away from

the stock car in flashy gold and reds,
a pair of fruit nut corn from Monsanto's buggy
of bads
and doing fine leaving off
my girl-ish stockings."

"That's a way
on a mean green engine.
That's a way
go green engine, that's a way to go.
Green, green, green."
`Do you know, I was so angry, Kitty,' Alice went on...`when I saw all the mischief you had been doing, I was very nearly opening the window, and putting you out into the snow! And you'd have deserved it, you
little mischievous darling!
~Lewis Carroll

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Re: I am tripping more than you are. Battling razzberries

Post by SadLuckDame » July 30th, 2014, 6:30 pm

I might break into pieces
any moment now

someday people might be able to come set up their beach blankets across me, grab a magazine and get that tan they've waited for.

I am barely here, nowheres
gone, gone, gone

become moon, stars, sun, the light that flickers in my broken mirror, that shadow across my wall before the candle flame flickers out.
`Do you know, I was so angry, Kitty,' Alice went on...`when I saw all the mischief you had been doing, I was very nearly opening the window, and putting you out into the snow! And you'd have deserved it, you
little mischievous darling!
~Lewis Carroll

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Re: I am tripping more than you are. Battling razzberries

Post by SadLuckDame » July 30th, 2014, 6:44 pm

The caw bird gal cawed high in the tree's branch on the brittle bow of her ship shore sun. It was middle summer, everything hot and cooking. She went caw again, caw and dip at the pond, the water bath, the bee great lakes and tours.

Alice dipped into the pond waters. It all made sense that nothing made sense. Her mind grabbed and chipped, nothing would give, not a weight, not a budge. The sense was drowned, the bird cawed. It was hers', but it was his, how not to give and how to go on keeping when it's hers', she knows it is, no matters what all hers' and not wanting to share.

So Alice spread out each limb, let her hair travel long across and dunk down in.
She tried to recollect if she had drowned the catfish and couldn't remember. Right now there was no one there, not below, not in, not to hold her head up and tilt her at the chin.
She pushed a wave out, made the water swirl and blitz, but that's all it did and she had had enough. The bird cawed more and Alice went out of the pond waters to get a dress full of rocks

the sun looked above the first tree earlier and now it looked at her from over the third tree and blossoms. Alice put the dress of rocks in the waters then went out and gathered more, put those at the pond bottom and got even more. How many rocks to fill it up, she couldn't think of anything else, everything's disastrous to want.
`Do you know, I was so angry, Kitty,' Alice went on...`when I saw all the mischief you had been doing, I was very nearly opening the window, and putting you out into the snow! And you'd have deserved it, you
little mischievous darling!
~Lewis Carroll

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Re: I am tripping more than you are. Battling razzberries

Post by the mingo » July 30th, 2014, 9:04 pm

everything's disastrous to want
- be difficult to find a thing more truly said -
Doll, you may have found a place of rest but I'm still on the trail.

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Re: I am tripping more than you are. Battling razzberries

Post by SadLuckDame » July 31st, 2014, 1:31 pm

Thanks you, mingo.
All the wants in the world and the can't haves or because ofs and the narrow escapes. Got it going in and out days.
`Do you know, I was so angry, Kitty,' Alice went on...`when I saw all the mischief you had been doing, I was very nearly opening the window, and putting you out into the snow! And you'd have deserved it, you
little mischievous darling!
~Lewis Carroll

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