higher education

[creativesoul]

this little girl rocked her head back and forth like the foster kid rejects in lock down- they were throw away kids- these kids were in kauai- and this little girl- was a hi drama little bitch even back then- as a parent it was all i could do to get her stop talking to me- with that head rocking back and forth- she has three autistic children. i used to be married to her uncle who was a drop dead junkie, and he is dead due to cancer, drug addiction and dereliction, and the niece and newphew are just doing exactly what he did. they talk about 'what a great guy he was' all fucked up at the beach park- and they ask me why i dont want to hang out-? gee that could be because you guys are so fat and so full of shit- and i cannot eat with people like you-anyway- if you just sit- and do nothing else- you are going to look like a whopper- so this little girl just gets as wasted as she can and starts talking smack- if nothing changes nothing changes- but she is the one getting busted sleeping with other men, and getting all drunk and driving her kids- so i should not feel hurt by a whole crew of people that are destroying the lives they have and the future of the children, it cannot be good watching everyone get high when you are a child.so in the rez in the middle of the sea, where the graduation rate is 47% from high school, there are alot of maid s and massuses here-and welfare moms- because if you do not work in the tourist industry- you do not work-
so the kids deal drugs to supplement their income-and because they have nothing to do- they gossip- and talk about things they know nothing about, and have tons of kids- which is another story- island life makes you love touch and sex- it is a sensual place= puberty is rough here- aloha