from here to nowhere
or someplace else
So much for first thoughts.
The mother is the first awesome miracle that haunts the child his whole life, whether he lives within her powerful aura or rebels against it." The Denial of Death.
I forgot it was today, for some reason I always think of you on October 20th, Your daughter knocked on my door to remind me that it is today. She misses you more than I do. I always knew you loved her more than me. After all a son is a son till he takes a wife but a daughter is a daughter . . .
Every once in a while I have to remind her that I am just her brother. I thank G d she has a husband.

A sentimenal journey down memory lane on studio eight.
MOTHER by StinkyfingerStudio Eight Wed Jul 21, 2010 11:25 am
Juxtapositions
superstitious suppositions
she is almost happy rose
I never did cry for crazy mike
but my father my self
I don't live in dread of his darkness anymore
so here we are and there he is in baltimore
half his tombstone blank.
I would like to lie next to him if you don't mind me taking up the other half of that double plot since you got your own at Agudas Achiem.
Yeah