the machine

[creativesoul]

inside - where that begins, like a lil spark- a desire- spoken softly inside
where those things can grow and be nurtured,, ....sometimes in coastal waters-there is that kind of sunlight that is broken on the ever moving waters- the sound is soothing - in a way-
stolen moments with moi and dolphins, and color- that is the delight of the human sight-the eyes see differently after such an event-
here in oregon- far from the napali coast-the august sunlight is beating down on another vegetable garden- the heat is unbearable- sweat lodges happen every week or so-
smells of wolves and bears and dogs in here-old rugs that many families lived on..

escape
the value is open
gotta go

to the place where
it is quiet and i can feel you there

when i go somewhere with maura ; it is like the whole tribe went with us- she is light and filled with laughter, in spite of several things that would have knocked anyone out cold-
i like the ride, not having to be so sharp- and realxing in the car with the dogs , going wherever is always a pleasure.
he loves you too- because you get me out of my shit, and get me out in the world where people live.
i hold the dog sometimes thinking of him. maura knows everything about me. i dont know why- i have had so many friends - but none like her- i told her once- 'since then, i havent liked people much'
she laughed and since then i have.
really....some people just 'know souls' and they know how to 'work the room'
but that dark place where you dont really want to let anyone in there-and someone
at random convinces you to 'give that up' snd it just happens.. just like that' the rocks fall from the shoulders and the weight is off-
some ofus can never sleep rigt. too much stuff messing with my feet- my hair= geez -


private
In my place
Where the spiders weave webs
All the. Places I travel
With you
There by my side

[the mingo]

[creativesoul]

there is a spot in the corner which turned out to be a grasshopper
must have come in during the night
i spoke to him this morning
he said that sometimes ya have to unwind- relax- dont go nowhere cept on the bike- or on those long n legs you got-'
tension seems to thrive in a world where even the tides are confused about magnetic pull-
that fly is not going to live long here