the sun was almost up- and i was asked by my son to drum for him this morning-it seems strange to hear his voice and see him as a man knocking on my door- my other son is trying to get home in chile where the roads are closed, and things are tense.
i saw them when they were small children,learn to walk, surf and negotiate, coming from my way of love, i was there when their voices changed- and then they were off, like the horse races- grown up-now, handsome, elegant, intelligent, and real- when all of my empires have fallen, they are near with healing and concern, to the value we had together is priceless.
.People like us have had to accept the terms of the way life really is, and what we wanted may not always have been one and the same. The love and the laughter trickles thru my body, now in its moments of healing.
Every prayer i ever uttered seems to be like a trail they somehow follow-i mind my own business, but having a mama bear as a parent has its drawbacks- you never want to mess with my kids, not ever. i feel the golden eagle when they are within 500 ft, and i feel them from far away- any man that tries to get in the middle of that kind of love is a fool.i can promise certain death.At one time, i might have defended a man like that-maybe even tried to prevent it- but you have crossed a line, and your lies have caught up with you.trust me, they have....now it would seem they have seen what you really are..and i will not defend you...
a place i came home to-
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creativesoul
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reason is over rated, as is logic and common sense-i much prefer the passions of a crazy old woman, cats and dogs and jungle foliage- tropic rain-and a defined sense of who brings the stars up at night and the sun up in the morning---
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i walked to the piont- that place where the water goes from blue to turquoise and then green again- the tides are pulling and white water spray- i am so grateful i returned to hanalei- all the kids i knew are all grown up- the beauty of seeing them all together again is amazing-back when i lived here in 1989, things were pristine, and people were relaxed and happy-it was the perfect place to raise my children-now i returned here, broken, 2 years ago, but im healing up-the beauty of every day is what i live for now- no more snake rooms or abusive comments, no anti depressants, no bullshit- and i am alive and safe in the community i felt was the safest in the world, which is why i came here, again- after 12 years, we all came together here, our home. this is the place i came home to-
reason is over rated, as is logic and common sense-i much prefer the passions of a crazy old woman, cats and dogs and jungle foliage- tropic rain-and a defined sense of who brings the stars up at night and the sun up in the morning---
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Creative Soul, Even if things have changed a bit, it is comforting to have a sense of place, and actually be able to get back to where things are at... 
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yes after 12 years my life seems whole again- after four yeas- now i feel free-so many possible responses- peace to you
reason is over rated, as is logic and common sense-i much prefer the passions of a crazy old woman, cats and dogs and jungle foliage- tropic rain-and a defined sense of who brings the stars up at night and the sun up in the morning---
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