Dear Jan
Posted: July 23rd, 2012, 1:01 pm
Dear Jan,
My dog is restless this morning. I've had him out twice and he still can't settle. Maybe it's existential. It is almost noon & already warm. He's a big guy - hard for him to stay cool here in late July.
I have learned to talk to other women but it's not the same. It will never be the same. I did not know anything back then & the knowledge I have gained since our separation is bitter to the core.
I have learned to talk to other women for what comfort there is in it. There remains no life without you. You thought to go where I could not reach you yet the day is coming when I will be where you are, it is unavoidable and not of my doing. I will find you.
I worry about my dog. There are days when he is restless and the reasons for it elude me. He is well-fed & comfortable & it must be something simple, maybe even obvious, but I have been disappointed on that line of thought before.
I miss you, my Love. I thought it was going to rain but it may just be clouds passing in front of the sun.
My dog is restless this morning. I've had him out twice and he still can't settle. Maybe it's existential. It is almost noon & already warm. He's a big guy - hard for him to stay cool here in late July.
I have learned to talk to other women but it's not the same. It will never be the same. I did not know anything back then & the knowledge I have gained since our separation is bitter to the core.
I have learned to talk to other women for what comfort there is in it. There remains no life without you. You thought to go where I could not reach you yet the day is coming when I will be where you are, it is unavoidable and not of my doing. I will find you.
I worry about my dog. There are days when he is restless and the reasons for it elude me. He is well-fed & comfortable & it must be something simple, maybe even obvious, but I have been disappointed on that line of thought before.
I miss you, my Love. I thought it was going to rain but it may just be clouds passing in front of the sun.