t.h.c and the southern bell

[creativesoul]

i had a friend that when i called her on the telephone and asked her what she was doing she would say 'not a thang' in that southern drawl that seemed so funny at the time- she had had a few heart attacks and always had pills for this or that- she lived on the river over looking the bridge and all the boats-she seemed a bit better after the nervous break down- she was living with the vampire woman and had gone a bit nuts- most people that lived with the vampire lady went kind of bat shit nuts....
i used to think that every second counted because she told me she was dying- and that she didnt know how long she would be here-i naturally started hauling her to doctors appiontments- because when you take that many pills you cant drive -i guess-
i went to hawaii and when i came back- this guy with a tin man arm told be 'she is in deep shit'
so i called= she had just had another heart attack-and had fallen down.
recently i visited with her having not seen her since i returned from KAUAI- she smokes weed in her bathroom- and had joined early-'the marijuana club' and had jars of weed and frozen pot candy and bowls of hash-and a tray of pills.
she was white and could barely walk- and she looked gray and wistful- she still smokes in the bathroom-but i cannot drive her to the marijuana store- her and her caregiver = what a vison- all of us going to the pot store with our lil marijuana cards- are you fucking kidding me?
clearlyy it is fun to catch a buzz every once in awhile- but this chick has a COMMITMENT' to smoking weed in the bathroom- then she tells me stories about eating cookies and being paralyised on the floor for 11 hours... wtf- what am i supposed to say? gee can i film you? will you say everything you just said to my cameras-PLEASE-no? your are too paranoid to leave the bathroom right?
the thc thing is going to get even crazier- people i know that know zero - about growing are wanting to grow now- tweakers are robbing the house for dope money- get real- if you dont see how crazy this is going to get- let me introduce you to some of my neighbors- growing for 50 washington residents- is a plastic surgury crazed woman and her husband that is angry with a back problem and a control issue- i dont want that kind of energy around what i smoke- oh yeah her step son raped her daughter- it is a long knarly bunch of episodes of 'shameless' and 'justified'----or the grandma getting high with the grand babies= a bong on the thanksgiving table- does it have to be so trashy and dirty? welfare mothers with 300$ bongs and three kids- oh i know it is fun- but look at the impact of drugs and alcohol on the generations...i know a woman that smoked 'two pounds with my daughters since july-[it was sept ] so the southern belle says 'im dying'
i say you merely exist like smoke and have never lived except in your dreams- i feel for you -

[dadio]

100% splendid read.