death do us part
Posted: October 31st, 2014, 5:42 pm
the sun light has been pretending to be visiting = here in portland- where my left lung is badly and excessively fighting to continue breathing- i quit smoking tobacco- but i have smoked enough weed now to put a horse out of misery.i go to the gym to kick start my body in other nervous systems = my failure to live is like a dream-i have felt the hands of dead = before- and somehow made it back- but these days - i am asking the doctors for drugs like predisone to kick start the package-
jan 9 2009= death became a passageway to life-the shattering of ego and pride-the anger the humilation and then finally- the humility-
all the things that were held dear flew off like feathers of a chicken being plucked.
these pieces of my soul eventually returned- but very slowly- and i had to sew it back together like a ragdey ann doll- ya might thing- 'well that is beautiful, now your life is like a sweet blanket, a collection of all the places you have beena nd the people you have loved-' it is true
however-
now that quilt= only keeps me warm- protects me from the same story - tells me things in secret.helps me to help others to heal-w
i remain unchanged
no matter what happens=
jan 9 2009= death became a passageway to life-the shattering of ego and pride-the anger the humilation and then finally- the humility-
all the things that were held dear flew off like feathers of a chicken being plucked.
these pieces of my soul eventually returned- but very slowly- and i had to sew it back together like a ragdey ann doll- ya might thing- 'well that is beautiful, now your life is like a sweet blanket, a collection of all the places you have beena nd the people you have loved-' it is true
however-
now that quilt= only keeps me warm- protects me from the same story - tells me things in secret.helps me to help others to heal-w
i remain unchanged
no matter what happens=
