the sickness

[creativesoul]

she had been fighting for some time- the body kept deciding on its own what new and unusual function it would perform today- with the other side healing the orb in her head- on one side- the left always the left-
my frenz say=- that i am the only woman they know that wakes up with stab wounds.
i fight hard-
but sometimes you stop
and no more fight left


but her friends kept coming around and reminding her that she was not done yet- she had to laugh- done? maybe you are never done
there is a certain sadness when thinking of certain things-things that really do not mean anything- like the smell of vinegar- wet hair-
like feet that have had the wrong shoes on all day- it is fate somehow- the good fortunate wise old woman blessed hearts all day- while we were busy- thinking of things that mean nothing really
but sometimes the lights all come on- the stars all come out and rainbows begin to radiate a light- only certain people can see-only if they want to

[WIREMAN]

its as bright as u want it to be.....

[creativesoul]

yes it is- i think ill go stand in the sun light =by the bridge- with my dog= that likes me-
and i am sick- and well- i know it i s check out time- see- been to this hotel before- i used to steal ashtrays from place s such as this- and meanwhile- my sons and my sister are on kauai= and i am so grateful- because- the dream came true- and yes- in color dreams are very powerful