It was a good day

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It was a good day

Post by stilltrucking » August 10th, 2005, 12:32 am

too late
too late
I should have edited this whine
the vanity and the damage done

sorry doreen
listen C this was a long rant and raving about something that is happening between D and me, here is the rant I am putting it here, cause you may need to see it. but believe me I am not proud of this one. i
doreen you say you believe in love, I believe in experience, how can you believe in love unless you have experience love. it aint a abstract construct or so it seems to me. love is an experience, an experience of the body. but that don't mean all love is erotic, not to bandy words. Clay said he heard tha stll small voice as if it was speaking out loud, I never here that way. it ain't so much auditory as just thought words scrolling through my consiiousness. Yabyum says I walk around with my dick hanging out, I am not offended by that, is anyone else here offended by me, how about a good old flashion flame because I don't like pussy footing, take a poll vote me out, kick my ass off of here, but just give it ot me straight, and truck drivers have a low thresh hold for bullshit.

last edit 1:15 am 081005
I am harmless that is what i take zen as being as harmless as I can, dam why am i thinking of the last scene in Psycho where Tony Perkins is sitting in a chair at police head quaters and the fly is crawing on his hand but he wont kill it because he wants them to see how harmess he is, I wouldn't even kill a fly. So it has been a good day, an altered state of consciousnes I used to get from rolling hard rolling fast rolling home
in friendship
jt

listen I plan on going to the shenandoah valley no further, but i do appreciate yours and clay invitation to come visit, but I think if i go anywere frother north then the valley i would like to go to baltimore visit the graveyard most of my family buried there, see if crazy mikes tombstone has fallen over, last time i saw it was leaning pretty bad.

so I look forward to hearing from you here, I think

and i know i always get what's coming
I always get what i deserve
just confused. I will tell you I felt love, it was all made up in my head from pixels on a scren photons bouncing into my eyes, it was real enough for me. even if it was silicon .
I can work with it. but not if it makes you uncomfortable. or any other woman here.

but I have had a lot of fun here so I leave it up to you,
please just turn the key delete me, i promise i wont be back, my name aint calisauri or what ever that guy who hated brooklyn so much. I don't think I have george bush.

I am begging you please pull the plug on all my user names pleae
do it thank you

Doreen would you rather I take my nonsense down to Go word jams. you scared the beezus out of me, there I was rocking and rolling boucing words between my ears, and you didn't get it. I used to spend a lot of time explaining things, I still probably give more info then anyone wants to know. So tell me what is the problem with me. What am I doing wrong, I just figured on creativity everything goes, well lets not go there about there

but I kind of liked that line about shtty diapers and the sweet smell of success

I was going going gone
I was rolling and scorlling :?

last thing i wanted to do was make problems, it is probably just me
but I feel like i fell into litchicks hell again

going to keep editing this 0810/05 one am

, doreen you say you believe in love, I believe in experience, how can you believe in love unless you have experience love. it aint a abstract construct or so it seems to me. love is an experience, an experience of the body. but that don't mean all love is erotic, not to bandy words. Clay said he heard tha stll small voice as if it was speaking out loud, I never here that way. it ain't so much auditory as just thought words scrolling through my consiiousness. Yabyum says I walk around with my dick hanging out, I am not offended by that, is anyone else here offended by me, how about a good old flashion flame because I don't like pussy footing, take a poll vote me out, kick my ass off of here, but just give it ot me straight, and truck drivers have a low thresh hold for bullshit.

last edit 1:15 am 081005
I am harmless that is what i take zen as being as harmless as I can, dam why am i thinking of the last scene in Psycho where Tony Perkins is sitting in a chair at police head quaters and the fly is crawing on his hand but he wont kill it because he wants them to see how harmess he is, I wouldn't even kill a fly. So it has been a good day, an altered state of consciousnes I used to get from rolling hard rolling fast rolling home
in friendship
jt

listen I plan on going to the shenandoah valley no further, but i do appreciate yours and clay invitation to come visit, but I think if i go anywere frother north then the valley i would like to go to baltimore visit the graveyard most of my family buried there, see if crazy mikes tombstone has fallen over, last time i saw it was leaning pretty bad.

so I look forward to hearing from you here, I think

and i know i always get what's coming
I always get what i deserve
just confused. I will tell you I felt love, it was all made up in my head from pixels on a scren photons bouncing into my eyes, it was real enough for me. even if it was silicon .
I can work with it. but not if it makes you uncomfortable. or any other woman here.

but I have had a lot of fun here so I leave it up to you,
please just turn the key delete me, i promise i wont be back, my name aint calisauri or what ever that guy who hated brooklyn so much. I don't think I have george bush.

I am begging you please pull the plug on all my user names pleae
do it thank you

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Post by iblieve » August 12th, 2005, 5:38 pm

I have no idea why I should see this, it isn't my business and I am unconcerned. After the other day I took a break, smoked a cigarette, which I had quit, smoked a pack after that, got the best pussy in the state twice and decided the break was over cause it doesn't matter if I am liked, disliked love or hated or my writing is hated I’m as good a writer or better than most and to give fuck is to admit critics have power over me, speaking of fucking I am twice as good a fuck as most and yes I am one egotistical bastard but I have earned it, nothing came easy and I made impossible a reality just to be breathing, fucking and dreaming my weird poetry and prose. The average fucker would of died on that goddamn floor 8 years ago but I survived with 68 staples to my head and a determination to break even which I did. I make no excuses for my rough street talking ass, it is who I am and makes my muse unique, not some creative writer major who kiss his teachers ass, or sucked his dick, to get a degree . So I really don't know why this concerns me maybe you should ask gypsyjoker to read it, he's good at getting into things not of his concern. Is he in there somewhere? Love ya my brother and yea I shoot straight, I mean it. I wish people would stop bringing shit to my attention that is none of my business.

Unconcerned and uninvolved unless its dandy's sweetness dripping off my dick.
"C"
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Post by mtmynd » August 12th, 2005, 5:53 pm

yo! iblieve - good to see you're feeling better.

smoke 'n sex or smokin' sex,
penetrate the sweetness of the hole
and find your sweet wholeness

:wink:

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Post by Doreen Peri » August 12th, 2005, 6:16 pm

wowowow!

Well, 'Truckin'.... I don't know where all that came from. Some of it sounds vaguely familiar from an email you wrote me about coming out to the east coast to the shenendoah valley next spring and since that was close to where we live, I suggested you stop by and meet LR and I.

The rest of it doesn't sound familiar at all.

I have no idea what you are talking about when you say "something that is happening between D and me." Absolutely nothing is happening between you and me that I'm aware of, other than I sometimes ask you why you delete your posts all the time. Other than that, what are you referring to? What's happening between us? :shock:

Much of this rant asks us to delete your member name. Why would we want to do that? You oftentimes come up with stuff like this, requesting to be deleted. I'm not going to delete your member name unless you disrespect people. The only member names which have been deleted here were one person's many screen names... a person who came in here and slammed people over and over and over.

Have you been disrespecting people here and slamming them? Have I missed something? If so, please direct me to the links, so I can move those posts to the Dumpster.

If you feel like you don't want to come here and post for some reason, just take a break for a while.

One other thing.... I don't have a clue why you would think iblieve would be interested in reading this rant (I mean, in particular other than anybody else.) You posted it here in a public forum (repeated twice, btw, in case you didn't notice... you duplicated your words)... and I've read it and to tell you the truth, I have no idea what you're talking about other than the part about visiting the east coast and the shenedoah valley. I think the trip would be good for you, by the way.

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To iblieve...

I don't know why you think people don't enjoy your writing here! I have seen many positive responses to your work and many accolades... much applause. Looks to me like you have a following of fans here.

Glad you made it through from whatever happened to you 8 years ago and it sounds like you've got a great thing going with Dandy! Good sex is a good thing. I love it, myself. ;)

I hope you keep on posting your works here because I like your writing a lot and know that others do, too.... to me, that's obvious from the replies you get.

:)

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Post by stilltrucking » August 12th, 2005, 8:35 pm

C mentioned that he deleted some stuff, I wanted him to see what a real stupid post looked like. As feral would say I enjoy being a bad example or something like that. I left it becoause it is stupid and I know it. I am sure what I wrote here can't possibly be as bad as what he deleted.

That's all

That's all

As I said

I ain't proud of this one

no nope

no pride in being like this

just stoopid

I could have deleted

but I wanted C to see what a stoopid post

I wanted him to not feel lonely

I only left it becase he deleted some of his

And I was trying to cheer him up

no shit I was trying to cheer him up

because what ever deleted could not have been as bad as this

I had deleted it but i put it back

so there it is like a copolith

looks like, whine whine whine

poor pitiful me

does this clear it up

I just want the world to know what a fool I am

J

done
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Post by Doreen Peri » August 12th, 2005, 8:38 pm

LOL!!!

Ok. Well, since I'm a dummy and didn't understand much of it, I didn't realize it was a stupid post.

I hope that clears it up, too. ;)

Thanks for explaining. :)

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Post by stilltrucking » August 12th, 2005, 9:16 pm

I love you sister, this may be cyberspace which we no is no place at all, but here in the land of Zeroes and ones you be my hero.

thanks for keeping this place going. This is my fourth good bye today. See you after labor day.

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