how am i experienced

[sonofthesun]

what do you think of me
am i worthlessness letter form
the beauty of most women is wasted
within the visual masterbation that is male
most women accept without thought
allow men to be wothless
as that is what is expected
women are the universe makers
its up to you to destroy
men arent that smart
how is it we ket the pussy without
thought of
im sorry but it leads one to belive
you women are easy to control
your womb is a joke
you allow anyone with a cock to reproduce
do you enjoy being looked at this way
worthless except for being the reseptical
wake the fuck up
wake the fuck up
dont be a stupid bitchwake the fuck up

[stilltrucking]

never forget the feel of her throat in my hands
yes so close to killing her no idea what stopped me
i suppose it was the expression on her face
not fear but something else

have you ever thought about what your mother's face looked like before
before you were born
before even you were concieved
when you were you the mote in her eye

Such a free feeling to be unyoked
no reason to do anything
no need to get up in the morning
day after day of freedom
leading to the grave
sweet rot
and maggots a million
and my soul waiting to be reborn
because I fucked up again
but who knows
maybe this could be my one way trip
the last go round





other than that I am a hell of nice guy
Did I remember to wake up today?
First thing on my to do list
Wake up.

Most days I still forget

here we go round the mulberry bush
mulberry bush

took me years to realize how much I hated women for their power over me
now I am free of it
and dead
almost

[diesel dyke]

"The mother is the first awesome miracle that haunts the child his whole life, whether he lives within her powerful aura or rebels against it."
The Denial of Death. Ernest Becker

http://faculty.washington.edu/nelgee/le ... ghes_1.htm

[stilltrucking]

what do you think of me

first thought
I think of you as little as possible
second thought
Well enough about you
what about me
what do you think of me

ha

I been editing my Go's lately
it leaves me with a dirty feeling

I think I maybe done on this board
if I can't do better
it is a cut throat GO
not a friendly game
like war
or chess

with words not pawns
I am my own cat's paw

it is all GO
no jijacking
jihacking
cant high jack a go
if it is the spirit typing
while I sit here and doze.

I can't speak to a wombman
of what you speak
I am a fortunate son

[sonofthesun]

i had nothing but kind words but this
stupid ass website asked me to sign in again
after i had completed my post
therefore deleting all i had wrote
now this is fine and good
but over and over it is fucking
enough to make a fucker go insane

but anyways....stilltrucking, had a tremendous
response but its now lost, took balls to respond to
my post, most are fearful, or just deny out of hand,
dont remember writing what i did, but am now glad nonethesame
everything is not apples and oranges, there are definitely apricots
whatever that means...
thanks