"Why I am so wise" (aka self knowledge)

Post by **SadLuckDame** » October 2nd, 2009, 6:42 am

It's a masterpiece. My mind's a masterpiece, but if what my mind is thinking has any truth to it, then it's a masterpiece trucker. What now? I don't know. To hear a laugh again would always suit me. I've always told the two of them, you know me, I'll be around.

Post by **stilltrucking** » October 2nd, 2009, 6:50 am

Okay
thank you,
sincerely

Post by **SadLuckDame** » October 2nd, 2009, 5:35 pm

sublimation [(sub-luh-may-shuhn)]

In Freudian psychology, a defense mechanism by which the individual satisfies a socially prohibited instinctive drive (usually sexual or aggressive) through the substitution of socially acceptable behavior. For example, someone with strong sexual drives who paints nude portraits may be engaging in sublimation.

I had to look it up. I went through a long phase when I wrote about breasts, a lot and dabbled in some nudes. During the time, one of me entertained the idea of posing as a nude model to be painted. Not like Titanic, more like Picasso's ladies. There was one lady of his who scratched the fever inside her. She was nuts. I liked that.

Anais too posed, so had Janis for a photo.

Only one of my girls could even brave such thoughts. Usually she acts nuts when told she can't or won't or wouldn't. She's my demon. Rebellious little chica. I've known her since 1992 0r 3 at least. She used to climb the trestle in dresses. She'd had this dare ride thing going, liked doing it in the road or middle of forest, once in plain daylight. I beat her over the head.

There's the raspberries, after-thought.

Post by **stilltrucking** » October 2nd, 2009, 6:14 pm

Oh man, don't get me started on breasts. I always wondered how women hooked their bras.
The last morning with my true love my high school sweetheart I found out as she broke my heart. No it was not her who broke my heart it was my mother. No it was not my mother it was myself.

We met at her sweet sixteen party, she was one month older than me I can still remember the red sweater she had on that night. With a little bow at the top. We went steady all through high school and when we graduated we got engaged. I was screwing up in college that first year and she said she would kick school and get a job and we should get married right away. Being the mama;s boy I was I asked my mother what she thought. And she said "Oh Jackie there are plenty of fish in the sea." So I told my true love no. And she broke off the engagement. Then that last night we were making out "the word we used back then was heavy petting" and before I knew it I was in her. But she said no. She had moved on. Women got to. And I froze there looking at her face. And I could see she meant no. So I withdrew. It seemed like it took forever for me to remove myself from her body. Then she sat on the edge of the bed and put her bra around her waist with the cups in back of herand hooked the hooks. Then she slide it around and scooped her breast into the bra. She gave me a look as if she knew what a long lonely time I had in front of me.

Ah well. Eternal Return, still getting my heard around that, or trying to. My life is as it should be. I was born for this.

Oh boy let me lighten up. One of my favorite mousey1 posts.

Did you hear about the lady owl who went on a blind date?
She said "Who who."
Her blind date answered, "Not you you flat-faced bitch"
Terrible joke I know but I thought it was a hoot!

I love raspberries. Something galactic about them.

The center of our Galaxy tastes of raspberries and smells of rum
http://www.dvorak.org/blog/2009/04/21/t ... ls-of-rum/

Post by **SadLuckDame** » October 2nd, 2009, 9:35 pm

It's because I too love women.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QXKw50DVvDo&translated=1

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VetAAOkr ... re=related

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tmFUqe1WTiY

Post by **stilltrucking** » October 2nd, 2009, 10:29 pm

I liked that movie Frida a lot. I used a quote by her for tinker jack's tagline.

I liked that poem by plath a lot

It is entangled up with Hawthorne's Hester Prynne in my mind

Do you know anything about "entanglement" Einstein called it "spooky action at distance. It is at the core of my relgious faith . I am a quantum mystic these days.

"Yes, I hate him!" repeated Hester, more bitterly than before. "He betrayed me! He has done me worse wrong than I did him!"

Let men tremble to win the hand of woman, unless they win along with it the utmost passion of her heart! Else it may be their miserable fortune, as it was Roger Chillingworth's, when some mightier touch than their own may have awakened all her sensibilities, to be reproached even for the calm content, the marble image of happiness, which they will have imposed upon her as the warm reality. But Hester ought long ago to have done with this injustice. What did it betoken? Had seven long years, under the torture of the scarlet letter, inflicted so much of misery, and wrought out no repentance?

I wonder if hawthorne ever considered that the mightier touch could be from a woman.

Post by **tinkerjack** » October 2nd, 2009, 10:41 pm

I am tune deaf as well as tone deaf
My taste in music is pretty trashy I guess
Because I like this song

Well now me and the band, Sid and Jamie,
Fat Bob and his old lady.
Were shootin' pool when all hell broke loose
at an ice-house in Texas City.
That Diesel Dyke whipped Fat Bob's ass
And spit red Man in his eye.
And Fat Bob's old lady up and ran away with
The Texas City Dyke

Post by **SadLuckDame** » October 3rd, 2009, 7:53 am

LMAO! I love those women.

I'm not 'into' women though, I would be if I were a man and could do em right. I just love them.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tmFUqe1WTiY
Hugo couldn't, Anais had to depend on herself.

Post by **stilltrucking** » October 3rd, 2009, 9:10 am

I read her biography, Life With Picasso, over thirty years ago. I don't remember too much about it except that it was one of those books I could not put down.

your influence falls on me,
gently, like moonlight on a window seat.

Rilke from a poem he wrote for Lou Salome.

Post by **stilltrucking** » October 3rd, 2009, 10:07 am

Peters, H. F. My Sister, My Spouse: A Biography of Lou - Andreas Salome. Preface by Anais Nin. 500 Fifth Avenue, New York, New York
10110: W. W. Norton & Company, 1974

Post by **stilltrucking** » October 3rd, 2009, 10:12 am

I don't know anything about Anais Nin. I been googling to see if she if she had any connection to Lou Salome. That women interests me.

Freud called her a woman of dangerous intellect. he said the foot steps go into her lair but none come out. I thought that was funny. Nietzsche wanted to marry her I have read. I think Freud had the hots for her too.
From her pictures I have seen she was very beautiful.

One of the early cultrual anthropologists wrote that the proper study of mankind is man. I think it is womankind.

There is a tribe somewhere I lost the book but I think it was Africa or South America. I call them "I don't give a shit about you tribe." It describes what happens when a woman is pregnant. Nobody wants to know her. When her time is comes she goes off into the bush and has her baby by herself and rejoins the tribe. Just what is human nature? . All we see of it is what is filtered through the lens of enculteration.

I wanted to be a cultural anthropologist towards the end of my twelve year career as a college sophomore.
I am very interested in the extr-biological womb called culture we are born into.

Yes it is a brave new world I live in, perfect for the want to be scholar like me. The google poseur.

There is a guy who just to post called Traveller13 I think. he wrote some stuff that sounds like ethnography. I will see if I find one of his posts I liked a lot.

Post by **stilltrucking** » October 3rd, 2009, 10:48 am

this is the post I was thinking of
not by traveller13 who has also written some excellent stuff that sounds like cultural anthropolgy to me

but this is the post I was thinking of about culture by lovingpenfull

this is a snip from it.

It is interesting that some societies live only for the future, like the Chinese. Some build their morals and values around what was, they may try to recreate a golden age gone, like some Islamic societies. Others still have mind enough only for the present, with little or no thought of the future, such as the people of South East Asia.
http://www.studioeight.tv/phpbb/viewtop ... light=live

Post by **SadLuckDame** » October 3rd, 2009, 11:46 am

I watched that Frida movie recently (the magician turned me on to her work). Another most fantastic creature, who strikes me with her powerful stride, she's a sorceress, I love her too.

I haven't read Lou, but I'll look her up.

First thoughts.
Henri and June if you plan to read only one.
The best way to describe it is when she writes, she explains the details of her relationship/life, etc. but she uses the diary to also say what it is she's thinking. This leads to watching her tricks, manipulations, or true thoughts on her lovers as they fall with anticipation over one of her 'faces'. That's lovely to me.
She even dressed the parts.
Recommend the reads.

Post by **SadLuckDame** » October 3rd, 2009, 12:07 pm

I keep editing that reply
so I need to make a 2nd post, if you don't mind.
I've a lot of thoughts at the moment and falling all over them. I'm tripping trucker. I'm not a lesbian. I'm only thinking of women in the form of if I were a man. But, I'm not a man and I'm only able to wonder at them.

I'm unable to envision the future much. It's too difficult, I rely on making decisions in the moment which robs me of the future vision. Too many scenarios, I'm ever changing and ever present.

Post by **stilltrucking** » October 3rd, 2009, 12:07 pm

I will check it out
thanks
I loved that movie too.
He played around she played around all was fair but when he slept with her sister that was something she could not deal with.

one of my favorite lines from the movie was
"I would rather have an intelligent enemy than a stupid friend" like that line a lot
reminded me of this

"friends come and go but enemies accumulate" forgot who said it
talk at you latter.

the bit about perry shuffling panel at the top of this thread is very sad. innocent man executed here for murdering his children in fire. and govenor fucking perry is playing political football with the investigation. so tragic. Perry is a nice looking guy good haircut.

ah shit

talk at you later.

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