I am tripping more than you are. Battling razzberries

[SadLuckDame]

You've always been mine. Ta-da, I couldn't stop myself from writing it.
I do gather a lot of frustration with the personality typing, but I can drop it all off at the next stop light, too.

What was your new awareness from the view out the window.
Have you been able to decide it?

[the mingo]

Just that the view from there would be different - it's evocative - means to look there. For me the surprise was reading your words about you not knowing what it might mean. I had not thought of it like that - realizing that it did mean something - and something new.

[the mingo]

I don't have other trackers to talk with - it would enhance things greatly - would help big.

[the mingo]

Just your words helped me to focus. I forgot sometimes how my uncle would listen to folks other than the dreamer. He said it was all of a purpose.

[the mingo]

I now realize what he meant by that

[SadLuckDame]

You wouldn't want me to track it, mingo.
I'd put a lot of myself within it and it's what I already do do, only I just don't tell you.

For instance, the window pointing East would mean to me that it's pointing to me. H ha, you'd not want me to start talking likes that.

[the mingo]

You've always been mine. Ta-da,

O ain't we just the warrior woman now?

[the mingo]

I see what you mean. Yeah, that. I have to be careful of that myself, don't ya know?

[SadLuckDame]

Always, only I try to be more subdued so as not to be pestering.
If I had my way, I'd say stuffs like you're him and you've been playing all sorts of characters and that I try my bestest to adapt in character. That you're Jack and you and Jack have been the Magician and that you, Jack and the Magician have all really been Catfish, whom I know I know when I know him. And catfish has always been mine.

[SadLuckDame]

But, whenever I say this stuff of what I've discovered of you, then you leave me for a while and I get sad.

[the mingo]

Your not pestering, when you are I'll tell ya.

as for the rest of it ... well, I wouldn't want to be in a place i had to be sorted out from. But that would be unrealistic for sure. If I were to share space with a catfish sooner or later I'd have to eat him. ya know?

[the mingo]

I do ? Well I guess I have sometimes. Didn't know I was making you sad by it. Don't mean to do that.

[SadLuckDame]

I knows. I feel really guilty about the whole sorting him out part.
If you're not him, and if Jack is not you and if neither of you are the magician...I can imagine already how mean of me that would be. It's not that I don't see each of you as possible individuals, but I do spend most of mine time trying to puzzle all of you together. I go to sleep making all of you fit.

I will feel bad if I find out I was not being good to individuals I hold dearly as friends though.

[the mingo]

me too.

[SadLuckDame]

You too? About what?...
The sad times are interesting, it gives me pause and during pause I weigh things and make choices that I'd not think to make, if I had not the pause. Then I find I'm actually closer than I'd thought. I get to see more value, more heart, more that I'd still be participating even without the flirts to get my participation. ppp