know

[creativesoul]

i would recognise those hands
anywhere
i used to imagine
children that came
with his and my gene pool
i wanted his body
his skin all over me

he was not able to feel
those things
that come from deep
sometimes close
or farther away

the dances of intimacy avoidnce
check out time
that suitcase almost packed itself
he had done it so many times
grabbing what i bought him
before leaving
one more time
i let him
because
i knew he was leaving
that it wasnt going to work
just before i checked out
if i thought that love conquers all
it was only me
love destroyed
a touch a toy
that boy
was lost

[Lostwire]

Love conquers all, till u inevitably fall>>>>>>

[creativesoul]

oh the falling-
felt so good- like the leaves crunching
underfoot
and the smells of lust
all intoxicating like- that smell he wore-
made me crazy
then
well things went a bit out the door
nothing more
try as i might to dress it all up
it was just all about times up