staying touch
that is good to know

My brain is numb
my fingers are dumb
jam jammed
jammer down in the fast laneI been thinking a lot about death the past few days. Hell I always think about death it seems, trying to settle my affairs, so if I died right now I would be square with the dharma,
if I was a good Buddhist and be reborn again I think I would like to be born again as that nine year old kid that committed suicide in Baltimore back in 1949. I would cross that river to the other side and all my friends and loved ones departed would be waiting there for me, uncle morris and aunt betty and uncle abe and grandpop and grandma, crazy mike and the rose of san antone.
yeah I could die a good Christianize death and go to heaven, why the hell not, my little dog Nikko would be there too, and the orange cat that got run over by a taxi the day JFK was murdered would be there too. And Jack and Jackie and little Adolph and the Genghis Khan
What ever we want it to be, till the awareness in us returns to the one some call G d, others cosmic consciousness, awareness. And thus does death lose it's sting.
even if I got to still be me in the after life, even if I were in hell,
I got a patron saint there eternal life is sweet but eternal damnation is the down side.
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