the pursuit of woman

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Re: I am stupid about blood.
“One does not become enlightened by imagining figures of light, but by making the darkness conscious.” C G J : .

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Filling the conscious mind with ideal conceptions is a characteristic of Western theosophy, but not the confrontation with the shadow and the world of darkness.

One does not become enlightened by imagining figures of light, but by making the darkness conscious.

The later procedure, however, is disagreeable and therefore not popular.

http://jungcurrents.com/jung-shadow-darkness-conscious

“If you can instantaneously realize the truth of nonexistence without departing from lust, hate, and ignorance, you can grasp the weapons of the Demon King and use them in an opposite way..

https://tricycle.org/magazine/the-minds-dragons/

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Life liberty and the pursuit of property

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His brain is squirmin' like a toad

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YAPCxfuBzyo

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https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=OnDu1HHOo78

She listened to that song alot when she was a kid.
How old was she when she was killed?




When I passed through Santa Barbara looking for her she was in virginia looking for me.
Another missed connection, a bedroom in Pittsburgh will haunt me forever

i wonder if i can find the haiku about...

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copper sulfate

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the Didion woman,” described by Michiko Kakutani in The New York Times Magazine as the forlorn resident of “a clearly personal wasteland, wandering along highways or through countries in an effort to blot out the pain of consciousness.”

Joan Didion, The Art of Fiction No. 71

INTERVIEWER
You have said that writing is a hostile act; I have always wanted to ask you why.

JOAN DIDION
It’s hostile in that you’re trying to make somebody see something the way you see it, trying to impose your idea, your picture. It’s hostile to try to wrench around someone else’s mind that way. Quite often you want to tell somebody your dream, your nightmare. Well, nobody wants to hear about someone else’s dream, good or bad; nobody wants to walk around with it. The writer is always tricking the reader into listening to the dream

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“I think we are well advised to keep on nodding terms with the people we used to be, whether we find them attractive company or not. Otherwise they turn up unannounced and surprise us, come hammering on the mind’s door at 4 a.m. of a bad night and demand to know who deserted them, who betrayed them, who is going to make amends.”

Joan Didion was the essence of effortless cool, amid a life of loss and disillusionment

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till we meet again Janet Malcom

https://www.google.com/search?q=Janet+M ... e&ie=UTF-8

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ignorant child
euphemisms
for autism

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Drift Away

Oh, give me the beat, boys, and free my soul
I wanna get lost in your rock 'n' roll and drift away

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for many years my baby sister has looked back on her mother as some kind of hateful bitch. It has taken me a long time to get her to realize how much her mother loved her. And that she did do something about the theft of her childhood.
When she put him out of the house it was like a death sentence for that man. He could not survive with out Rose. May he rest in peace.

A father to his sons, a nightmare to his daughter.

I will never forget how Rose shrieked and cried, threw herself on his coffin. While I froze up inside. Until November 22, 1963 when all hell broke loose. And I fell off the edge of my mind.

carotid in hands
suicide by matricide
her face so sad

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