Zuihitsu #LXII - Pile On, Pile On

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Zuihitsu #LXII - Pile On, Pile On

Post by sasha » October 6th, 2019, 12:02 pm

 
Pile on, you metabolic sons-a-bitches...

There appears to be NO residual damage from my recent mini-stroke apart from a few small, localized blind spots in my visual field - and I cannot say with certainty that they weren't there before. I've known for several years that plaque formations have been accumulating on my retina - maybe the stroke has just made me take notice of every near-subliminal symptom I may have been experiencing all along. The problems I'm having now with my back, and the diagnosis of glaucoma, are real enough - just unrelated to that neurological electrical storm.

Christ, if it's not one thing it's another.

At least glaucoma sounds far scarier than it actually is - my old college roommate has lived with it for decades, and probably sees better than I do. It progresses slowly, and is easily managed. Just one more med I must remember to take. And the pot shop near my sister's house is due to open soon...

The back pain? Actually a relapse of a condition that laid me up a decade ago - an aching spine if I stand for too long (like several minutes at a time), and shooting pains down my right leg when I walk. As it did then, with rest it seems gradually to be clearing up. Dog and I managed a mile-and-a-half last night on the rail trail (3/4 out & back) - and this morning we pressed beyond the Hollow to (the late) Bill's house, for about the same distance. I was in a little pain when we got home, but nowhere near the agony of a few days ago. Still, I think it might be wise to take it slow, not to think I'm healed when I'm probably just healing. 'Cause if this doesn't clear up by the time snow flies, I could be in deep shit.
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Re: Zuihitsu #LXII - Pile On, Pile On

Post by stilltrucking » October 6th, 2019, 12:20 pm

Wethe bastard sons and daughters of godless humanity


piling on maTTRESSES
IT IS ALL turtles and mattresses from :arrow: here to

the princess is sleeping on top of fifty DreamCloud™ mattresses and that pea under them feels like the pinnacle of mount Everest poking her in the back.

No wonder she resents us,she knows we know we were lucky when the creator rolled the x/y dice and we did not get the double x. Um, must be a lot to like about being born as a woman. All the wonderful clothes you would get to where, and all that silky smooth underwear. Even so, I am grateful to have been born a simple man. Most of all I am grateful to her as my "other" Women are better than us. They make better lovers than men. OF course, that is just my opinion as a heterosexual wombless male.
:arrow: here.

good old days of whines and poses
grateful I still got plenty left to loose
sitting here in sunshine and gentle breeze,
October and Texas summer winds down, can't stand these south texas humid summers without a lot of soul


I own texas and hell, these days I am living in texas and renting hell to the woman next door

my bike sits in the sunshine, unridden for two days

this old age ain't for sissies
take care
hang in there and keep on keeping on
cause we got to make for the long haul when everyone boards the bus

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Post by sasha » October 6th, 2019, 4:32 pm

thanks for the words, jack, sounds like you know what it's like to be starkly reminded that journey's end ain't too far off. Hell yeah, all we can do is pick up our ruck and keep on trudging down that road. But there's no reason not to enjoy the sunshine along the way...
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Re: Zuihitsu #LXII - Pile On, Pile On

Post by stilltrucking » October 6th, 2019, 4:57 pm

I am on the downhill side of my climb
the boulder rolls free out of its center
rolling down this thread/hill and I stroll after it.
as me and Sisyphus enjoy the October sunshine on our faces

I got a two-month hiatus from my struggle for the legal tender

leisure sweet leisure on studio eight

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