too personal to be exceptional

[sweetwater]

i think you agree
that i better shut up at this point
to not further embarrass
or confuse ourselves
with the process of
uncontrollable emotion
too
too sexual
to be accepted
to be accepted as personal
i want to come
to you and
whisper and
tell ourselves
who we are
as we scream
away the shells
and layers of
impersonality
in face-to-face
intimacy....