feel out of love

[creativesoul]

one day i woke up
the dellusion of the love i thought surrounded me was my own veil of subtle lighting and shadows that allured me into believing in that ancient fairy tale love, where the king treats his queen with respect and trusts in her to listen to him on those late evenings when his personal politics conflict with the times and the economic condition of his empire.He dresses her in amaner that the people adore, and admire.The scent of flowers is everywhere and the court jester is amusing to all.
Laughter flowa and the golden goblets are filled with the water jesus turned into wine.Thr gaiety of this happiness is an occassion that surprised them all. The youngest daughter ws getting married and all the friends and family are over joyed for her.She is young and naive, and a virgin at that.He is handsome and lights up like a candle when she enters the ballroom, and they dance so well together,
The memories of this evening would follow them all through thier lives together, the blessings, the toasts, the gifts,
She longed to leave this party and to experience the passion she had only heard about... but the obligation to give the guests a memory they shall never forget they each mingled with the guests amking cheerful and delightful antisipation of thuer new life together,

after the party they returnened to the guest hiuse with a fireolace and fllowers in a vase and a piano.They sang together and began kissing passionatelyas he undressed her one tiny button at a time all the while kissing the exposed flesh.There were quite a few buttons, a hundred and fifty to nr exact, but this man was determined to show his kove and undid one button at a time licking ad kissing her flesh all the while. he never grew tired,He was not a lazy man, rather ambitous with ideas that were origunal and creative, and with each undertaking, he found pleasure in discovering how the body responds and contracts and dripping sweet honeys that only one who loves so deeply would taste

they fell aslepn each other s arms each content and satisfied having forfilled the sensational cravings of the flesh,

Much time had passed now and politics and rumors of war came often to this village in the south of France.Although our young princess had to make due withwhat she had, she still managed to keep herself nice, She had made a cape out of the velvet curtains and it brought out thr rose colored cheeks she aquired in the garden.
One night during a terrible storm our lady of the house became frightened and began to cry. Her husbands eyes looked digusted snd he seemed somewhat possessed by something she could not read beyond the darkness in his eyes.
They began to quarrel and he sat on top of hrer and slapped her many times accross the face. She saw light inside her head that connected her to the star nations and te sun and the moon,
She decided to sneak away from him as she no way in his scialization that he could change. Control and dominance were the only validation he recieved as a man, She shivered in the moonlight knowing what she knew now could in fact be dangerous to her. tread softly, but get out a voice said inside of her, deep inside. she knew that voice, it was one of her ancestors.
to be contiued