Baby jumping

[Axanderdeath]

I was four and jelouse of my coisin geting all the attention.
I jumped over him and smiled. It was the frist time my mother and aunt teamed up on me and let me have it. He turned out to be mentally handy caped.

The second time the teramed up on me was when I stole the cd's from my house to go on a bender, and wound up in jail.

[jimboloco]

quite a snippet
montreal jail
cold as hell
cold as a brass bra
in nebraska
in the winter
time

my old step-man
needed no help
ganging up on me
switch over a saddle
bareassed
or
big hand spanking
or
in front of them all
a sound thrashing
or later
put downs at
significant events
like graduation or
getting commissioned

i got him tho
let the rabbits out the pen
threw the newspapers in a ditch
resigned the commission

when he was dying i
patted him on the chest
and said,
"it's ok, dad"

never too late
to withhold love
even in the hereafter

[stilltrucking]

whew, I ain't figured out why violennce happens to children, my father never laid a hand on me, he just fucked with my mind, weird pyschological punishments, I suppose it could have been worse, he could have named me Sue.

[surfermike]

while growing up
I loved my parents and
they loved me
had the prividledge
of California
never had bad sex, well
hardly that is
ate a thousand
cheesburgers
smoked
marlboros'
slept well

then again ..
it wasn't
all bad

[stilltrucking]

grew up a mama's boy, she beat on me pretty good with anything at hand, until jitterbug told me how to stop her. just don't cry when she beats on you, don't do anything, and he was right, that last time she beat on me until her arm got tired or she just got over her anger, and then she looked at my defiant face and seemed sad.

"and i turned twenty one in prison...but mama tried"

"i am the only hell my mama ever raised"

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man it is so good to see you surfer dude.